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title: what happened to our friendship? gone,and lost forever? things also didnt go really well for me today, as per normal, had tutorials, chemistry! learnt new chapter called " THE MOLE" . quite fun but quite boring also. ok, that was so contradicting myself. didnt managed to go for math tutorial cause got held back in chem,so everyone fly aeroplane!LOL>.<  i really dont know whats going on, no one's telling me anything. cant u guys just tell me something? i speak to you, u ignore me. what did i even do wrong? if there are things i should know that you are not telling me, can u tell me why? at least let me know . cause being in dark doesnt feel good at all. i said bye to you, but instead you ignored me. when someone else said bye to you, u replied. i m not trying to be petty or anything, but have u ever thought about i felt about things? Yes, maybe i m in the wrong in certain things, but you got to at least let me know what it is and so that i can change. but you said nothing. in fact, you just walked off. can u at least let me know? if its something negative and i should know but u are not telling me , then i suggest that you tell me cause its better to know the truth than be in the dark, not knowing about whats going on, and with you ignoring me, probably it just makes things worse. probably you can be angry with me, at least can i have a reason why? i m sorry if i did something that made you angry. i really am, but pls, at least let me know. Our friendship has been through ups and downs, we forgave each other within a day. but what is happening now? we have not even been talking to each other for like, 1 week or so? What on earth is going on between us? i believe that our friendship for 2yrs plus coming to 3yrs isnt that weak is it? Can you pls, really, pls, tell me whats going on?? |
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title:  to somebody (if u can even see this): i m sorry that i left you behind to take the bus yourself. i really am. its just that some things happened today,and i dont feel very well. i promise that i would make it up to you tomorrow. i promise. and i m really sorry. Things didnt go well for me today at all. i freaking hate this. |
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title: exams hahaha, YES! 2 papers down! YAY! this morning, i was super pms-ing and i dont even know why. LOL. i forgot to bring my chinese dictionary, luckily Xu Lao Shi lend me, "xu lao shi, xie xie ni!" hahaa. after school, janell,xuefen and yvonne go iluma, while morgan,me,huijuan,marcus and weihong went to tiong baru to get some stuff at popular and bought Macdonal's for lunch. After that, they came to my house. LOL, god marcus was busy learning how to play chopsticks on my piano, he was learning from morgan. LOL. he is good! and i must say morgan is talented in piano man. she really is. anyone wants to teach her?? she would make a perfect student! LOL. an A1 student! hahaha. that weihong come my house watch Totally Spies, even marcus watches it. HAHAHA. the pictures will do the talking. hahahaha.
To Janell,Xuefen and yvonne: sorry couldnt meet u guys at CityVibe cause i was waiting for wanrong and huijuan to see ms siti. then they come my house . so sorry for the last minute changes and were unable to inform you guys. Pls dont be angry! Weihong was sms-ing somebody the whole time. and he laid on my sofa, day dreaming of SOMEBODY. hahahaha. SO SORRY ONCE AGAIN! happy happy daay. but my knew got blueblack cause i accidentally knocked the table this morninggg, OUCCCHHH, painfffffuuuullllllllll!!! LOL. hope to update soon. i wanna study now. i m going to be a good student and study hard. Like mrs tee said yesterday,"got figure quote figure." LOL. "study hard this 2 weeks, after the exam go play like mad, then come back study again for the "O''s" LOL. i m going to listen to her. be a good student!           0h oh oh and yes, i just found out Ms Siti is also from Ghim Moh Primary school! so she's my senior!!! hahahaha!!!! |
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title: one more day to exam! Tomorrow's EL exams alr. god, time passes so fast.
had no tutorials today. and i stuffed all my files in the GB room! I m so sorry to all GB girls, but the music room cant be open for us to store our things! lol. thanks for letting us use your space! LOL :D so, had no tutorials, and then i went off. went to eat lunch, then so coincidentally, met people i didnt expect to meet, so unlucky man..damn it.. wherever i go i meet people i dont expect to meet, and they give me that kind of "why are u here?" stare. LOL. Or that "oh my god, u come here for what sia. " that kind of look. lol. after lunch, went to popular to buy book-keeping book, then went home :D the end of today's story. To morgan,huijuan,janell,xuefen and yvonne: I'm super sorry that i pang-seh you guys, really am. cause someone was hungry so i pei that someone eat lunch, sorry guys! especially to yvonne, its your bdae and i couldnt celebrate it with you . HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!! :D She's finally 15, just like me! SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO YVONNE YU WAN LING: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!  HAPPY BDAE YVONNE! good luck to all those who are taking the exams tomorrow! just give it your best shot k? jiayous! To SAKSHI aka LESBOO: who said you could go find another lesboo?! who gave u the permission! u're mine forever! and ever! no one can ever take you away, do you understand you lesboo??!! hehee;D  lesboo, do u remember this photo?? :D |
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title: boring sleepy day Its a boring and sleepy day at school today,
i dont know why, but i get irritated easily. LOL. haix. what's wrong with me? Today, nothing much happened. after got tutorial, and like only 4 ppl turned up for the math tutorial cause the rest go the Ngee Ann Poly math carnival, no fair, i wanna go too. LOL>.<> After tutorial, left school. LOL. THE END. oh, and i almost left school without ppl. that person is lucky that i m not so petty. if not, i would end up going home myself. lol. 2 more days and its EYE for EL. and i m not studying or preparing . damn it. got to go start studying! LOL, so byebye. oh, and one more thing. something happened again today. so many things happened lately. so many. and its overloading me. |
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title: thank you for all b'dae wishes! yay! i m finally 15 today! i feel so damn old man. LOL.
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME! APPRECIATE IT LOTS! I LOVE YOU GUYS! ALSO THANKS TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! AND FOR THOSE WHO DIDNT, YOU DONT HAVE TO GIVE! ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS :D oh, and yes, something happened today! goddamn, it really happened. lol. wont tell u what is it! its meant to be a SECRET! hahaha,and ERNALD LIM JIA SHENG MADE ME MISS MY BUS ON MY BDAE! DAMN YOU ERNALD! happy b'dae to me, happy b'dae to me, happy b'dae to me, happy b'dae to me!!!! this is what happens when you are the only child at home, u tend to sing happybdae to yourself. LOL. thats rubbish. lol. Hahaha, ok now for the bad part. i failed my geog and ss too, so i m bound to fail my combined humans at the end of the year. oh no! LOL hahahaha, ok ok its not meant to be a good sign. its meant to be a ominous sign. oh, one more thing. i found out about something terrible, well, not to the extent of terrible, but it kind of ruin my mood for the whole day after math, i wanted to actually ask that person why, but then again, i thought, if i really went up to confront that person, things might actually get worse between us, and affect the rest of the ppl around us, so i didnt go up to that person. but i did ask about it, probably clarified a few things which was still fine, but i really dont know what to do. can someone tell me??? we will live each day in springtime Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful And every day my life is filled with lovin' you |
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title: just one more day wee, in just another 3hrs and 45mins to my b'dae!!! and yay, today a friend wished me happy b'dae in advance, and i told him that my b'dae was tomorrow, and he went, "oh...no...my phone the date spoil i thought today 22." damn cartoon sia. LOL. well, thanks in advance to you too! LOL hahaha,
Woke up at like 9.30am, then slacked on my bed, and went back to sleep again, then woke up again at like 10.30am, prepared to go out for lunch! drag drag drag, left the house at like 11.30am? LOL, went to suntec city, just to eat lunch, so retarded. LOL>.< then went to walk walk walk, then ended up buying a new rice cooker?! damn retarded. then came back home, and i didnt get to buy anything. LOL. Came home , and studied. i actually studied chemistry! but i didnt finish studying , cause got math tuition. then, during math, i know how to do co-ordinate geometry! i was freaking happy and i kept screaming "yay"! hahaha, sorry for the hyperness, i am really happy mah :D today, someone's phone got confiscated. so sad. now we cant sms, no more communication .. haix. who's phone doesnt get confiscated once? anyway, mine is going to get confiscated anytime soon, after this month i m sure. cause i burst my damn bill. |
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title: counting down to b'dae!           Hahaha, so many things happened lately. LOL. last night, went for dinner at The Central at the Clark Quay there, i go eat steak..not nice de. LOL, i will post the pics :D wee. LOL. another 48 hrs or so will be my b'dae!! yay! i wonder what's going to happen on that day, really, i hope nothing happens :D but i still cant wait till Tuesday! you make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile |
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title: ribcage hurts Had Pe yesterday, was playing floorball match, when the damn floorball stick hit my damn ribcage. ouch, it still hurts till now. then when back to class, it did hurt badly. LOL. went for chinese,after chinese had math, during math, i went to the toilet, then something happened. LOL>.< i wont tell u! its a secret! LOL.
got dance after school, but i didnt do dance cause ribcage still hurt, sat down there like an idiot. LOL. then went home after dance. Oh, and david gave me a b'dae present. AKA: Boys like Girls CD. Thank you david! counting down to b'dae: 2 more days! and i m 15!!! wee!!! you're the cherry that i need to have in my life. you make me smile all the time. |
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title: oh god ,
i m still aching from dance on monday. argh, i dont like this! a Had tutorials today, physics and POA. After that went off from school. Had a fun fun fun day today, LOL, cant wait till tomorrow. LOL. got dance..i wonder who is coming for dance tomorrow. Is it MsFong or MsViv, i hope its msfong, cause i m bloody hell still aching. damn it. To morgan,xuefen,janell,yvonne and huijuan ! i m so sorry i went off, i had to go somewhere. LOL>.< |
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title: screwed . totally screwed.   thats my piano at home with my scores LOL>.<  Mp4! Shirleen,Sakshi,WeiTing,Ziyi and my shoes. and Sakshi's shoe sole came off and she had to tear it out! LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH! hahahahah, watcH! b'dae present. my latest babies! LOL. dont touch them! see only. LOL.Feel so screwed up man. And my blogger's working again! Had dance yesterday, man, my stamina gone down again, cant even do my Jetés(small jumps) properly! did like dont know how many Jetés dont know how many times, and died. and that David kwan show off lar, want to show his stamina only! LOL>.<> Had assembly today too, after that went west coast plaza a while then take 282 , then go home. i feel so sick man, argh. and that neville ang sabo me go perform with him for some fund-raising thingy in december at west coast cc. i feel like killing him . LOL. >.< Ok, i wanna go rest. and play pianO! and study! bye! |
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title: new hair style! what is wrong with my blogger man? how come people can post pics. i cant. damn it.
yesterday, had to go out with my mum, first went to vivocity eat lunch, then walk walk walk, nothing to shop, then i went to cut hair, my fringe is now short ! and my long hair is gone! but can still tie lar. at least can still tie bund, LoL. After cut hair, went to Jurongpoint, i bought a wallet there! its my b'dae present , and its only a wallet. lol hahaha, so many things happened this week, lol/ Ok i dont know what to blog le. so byebye. cant wait till school reopens! but i hate it when my bdae comes cause it means exams are coming too. got to go mug mug mug! and blogger's timing is wrong,today is friday! |
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title: "class outing" and i cant go. today got ppl(like gates) Sentosa and i cant go! and worse thing is that they are playing volleyball!! no no no!!!! damn it man. lol, i wanna go too, i wanna sneak out of my house to go!!! AND I WANNA BE MORE TAN LOL. I WANNA CUT MY FRINGE SHORT, LOL.
Had physics tutorial today, almost failed my CT4 man, and its screwed again, freak man. so sry for my vulgarities but its not my fault! i m really screwed; haix, after physics tutorial went to basketball court to find Neville, Yinfai and david. YinFai and David going to Neville's house to study. Actually its "study". lol, hahahaha, then morgan and aj stay in school to study also, they do a math, then morgan say she want play basketball, then 1min later say she dont want. Then when david came in with the ball, she say she want play. lol. i have such a weird friend! LOl, then morgan went to play bball with them, me and aj sit at the side watch them play for a while, then we went back to where our bags were , then i went off with neville,yinfai and david. now i m back home, going to slack and do homework. and i realised that i always say that. LOL hahahaha, and today, i just found out that Fatin reads my blog! hahahha, To Fatin: next time read alr, tag and then i will link u ! ;D kk, i want to go watch some dance video and go off le, byebyebyeeby Cynthia is so screwed. LOL! |
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title: damn it, blogger's always not working.
Had chemistry tutorial today, morgan woke up late and was like 30mins late, lol. Moved from 3e7 to class 2n4 for remedial cause got N lvl listening compre. During chem, was sms-ing my kor the whole time, he keep wanting to meet me, lol, then he come down with david and yinfai, and went off, and everyone in the class was like looking at them, giving the, " why are u down here " face. lOL. After tutorial, went back up to lvl 5, find my kor, dont even know why he wanted to look for me for. lol, then went to find janell then walk up and down and up and down just to get locker key. lol. funny, then i left for home, morgan and aj went to west coast park to study, later on xuefen and janell will look for them. damn it man, cant go with them cause later got tuition. haix, so sad. at least i know that the class outing may be cancelled, so i dont have ot feel so sad about not being able to go. LOL hahahhaa. ok now i got to chiong my tuition homework before my teacher comes! byebyebyebye |
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title: NEVILLE ANG XIN CHUN'S CONCERTO oh no, blogger's still not working haix.
Went for Neville's concert yesterday, DAMN IMPRESSIVE! I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! YAY NEVILLE! Oh , and Mr hong went too :D hahah, ms lim kaiwen went too! my dance teacher,, she has a twin sister!!! OMG THEY LOOK SO ALIKE. LOL. Hahaha, he was really good, the perfect performance. Took a group pic with him after his concert, but its in his camera, so will get it from him! After his concert, went to find my mum, and we went to iluma at bugis . went shopping! its for my birthday ok, i dont any b'dae present from her k. lol. I received a sms from Syukri, the 2E7 '08 reunion, at Sentosa...haix, i bloody hell frigging cant go, cause i need to bloody hell stay at home to study, wa lao eh, holiday le lar! LET ME GO LAR! FREAK... HAIX, TALK ABOUT THAT NO MOOD LE. ANGRY. HMMPH. GOING TO SLACK WHILE THEN DO HOMEWORK. |
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title: as usual, blogger's not working.
no dance today cause got PTI for sec2s. so i m back home early. had lunchtime concert today, freaking scary man, i was afraid i would jam , and indeed i did jam, damn it, Neville was super good today, and more than 7mins violin piece and he played it damn well. he is talented in anything. LOL. after lunchtime concert, went for lunch with wanrong and xuefen at canteen, they went for band, then ms tan called me, she said about some camp for me and sakshi, i m dont know whether i can say it or not, so i shall not say it, in case people start saying that i m boasting or whatever shit. why trouble trouble when trouble doesnt trouble you? OK, now going to slack slack a while then go do homework.\ yay this sunday going for Neville's concert! he concert master sia, PLS GO SUPPORT NEVILLE ANG'S CONCERT WTIH Singapore Youth Sinfonia (SYNO) woo! cant wait! byebye the more you care for someone, the easier it is to lose him. dont care for the person you love too much, or you would lose him! LOL , learn from my mistakes and apply the right things for yours. |
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title: still, blogger's not working.
today, after tutorial, went to west coast plaza with morgan and huijaun, go popular to buy vanguard sheet. then we wanted to go find marcus fabian de, then when went up, i saw marcus with people i want to avoid as much as possible,so we decided to go down. and go home. so while waiting at the bus stop for the bus, the person whom i really wanna avoid came walking down, and i was like," shit! avoid avoid! " so we turn around and pretend not to see that person. haix, weird, i m just go freaking weird . screwed up my math and ss common tests today. i m officially dead now. when i wanna avoid you, you just pop out , out of nowhere, why must you just pop out?? i wanna avoid you, but i dont know why. |
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title: cynthia's going crazy again, oh no, someone help her pls, lol OH NO! blogger's crazy again!!
ahhh, luckily i managed to post my pics, damn friday got lunchtime concert and my piece is not up to standard man, damn it,got to practice practice practice! Screwed up my physics and geography tests today, didnt study much for it, did last minute study yesterday, but in the end, NOTHING WENT IN, so what's the point? lol. i should really quit school or something, be a private candidate for the O's, that's good, at least i dont have to care about class funds, i dont have to care about going for CCAs, but i love my CCA, cant bear to give it up, LOl, what a joker am i. being really random lately, WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME???!!!!@@$%^&@%(&%! LOL,, today, went home with ernald. i m so sry i pangseh-ed huijuan, cause ernald wanted to take 51 at the opposite bus stop, but in the end i made him take the 175 which was behind 189 so i should have just taken 189 with HUijuan, to ah juan: AH JUAN! TURTLE! WUGUI! SO SORRY, I GO THE PET SHOP AT WEST COAST PLAZA TREAT YOU TURTLE FOOD K?? SRY Aj!!! to ernald: I will take 51 at the opposite bus stop with you tomorrrow, or the following day, or the day after tomorrow, or blablablabla, i dont know, lol, but i will definitely take with you de! And when me and ernald were going home , ernald told me to give some people a chance, maybe things might work out. He said, " life is just a game, if you dont try, you wouldnt know, right?" well, it makes sense, but somehow, i cant seem to give those people a chance, because i dont know how to? i dont know how to say it, but i just dont know, i really dont know, but i m quite sure i have put down the past and looked forward. Oh ya! today me and marcus were talking about the movie we watched with 6A '06 on monday, about the movie < The Proposal>, we kept going on and on and on, laughing like siao, something is so wrong with me today , >.< LOL hahahaha, oh yes, one more thing, i suddenly want to tell wanrong, "wanrong! i love you! <3 !! " hahahaha, told you something was wrong with me, and this is a frekaing long post full of words. LOL. SHOULD I GO FOR BREAKFAST TOMORROW?? SHOULD I ? SHOULD I? lol. HELP ME DECIDE LEH, SOMEBODY, HELP ME DECIDE, !!! Ok thats all for today i guess, i need to go study math and ss , i dont wanna screw them up like today's tests!! NOOOO! Byebye Cynthia's going crazy! no no, she's going LOVE DRUNK. LOL too crazy about that dumb song le,, |
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