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title: Today was a rather-OK day for meee.
finally got my thoughts straight. no matter how many times i fall, i am still gonna stand back up and be who i am. i wont go emo anymore. cause there's no point. whats the point of crying over spilled milk right? i have decided to face the fact that i probably have no brains, no talent, no nothing. But there's one thing i have, and thats LIFE. i learnt to live my life, the way i want it. and not to let things control me. its always mind over body. i never believed in that, but now, i definitely do. Today i ran 2.4km! wow. didnt really improve , but well at least i improved. 17:36. damn it man. i gotta do better next time. :D then i did my physics test after school. damn it. screw! HHAHAHA. then had dance. dance wasnt that bad today :D but we did splits. on CHAIRS. like GYMNASTICS. and omg. i could do :Dyay. happy :D ok there's more dance tmr. there's rehearsals! goodbye, i m so tired. @morgan: LOVE YOU TOO :D |
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title: finally, feeling so much better after being bed-ridden for about 2days?
went for POA this morning, though i still wasnt feeling at my best. after POA, went for dance. luckily i didnt miss anything for danceee :D apparently, i could dance! but was kinda tiring. haix. then stayed back to some props stuff, and parents came to fetch me home. so tired. @ilya: hahahah. thanks thanks :D yea BLOOD SISTER! hahahah. |
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title: managed to get hold of morgan earlier today.
found out that i had really missed a lot at school. really miss school. both my dance instructors are here today. and i am not at dance. seriously. screw man, i wanna go for danceeee! (: when i was talking to morgan, marcus and afiq came on the phone too. hahaha. marcus made me laugh, hahaha, made my day. hahhaha. thanks marcus:D @ilya voon: thanks for wishes, yup, food poisoning, that's why u didnt see me lately. got miss me? HAHAHAH. |
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title: didnt turn up and school yesterday, and today as well.
i am bloody bed-ridden. i got Food poisoning. and a really bad one too. vomitted 3times yesterday. woke up at 3am yesterday morning due to a terrible stomach cramps, not because i have my period, but because of food poisonining. i dont like this, really i dont. i rather go to school and take my CHINESE MYE. i rather go to school and get scolded. i dont like this at all. i cant wait to go back to school for tutorials tmr. furthermore, i have dance today and i am missing it. tomorrow i still have dance. i dont like this! i want to go back to school. thanks to those who sms-ed me. appreciate it lots :D @morgan: thanks. i miss you! |
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title:  Something i once loved, a passion i had for, yet now, full of phobia, and hatred for it. Emotional much? its probably just me. and my emotions. and my thoughts. but its just not fair. when you work hard for something. u dont even get what you want. no rewards. so whats the point? might as well drop it. its better off that way. |
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title: screwed up much Today was a freaking bad day for me.
PE was so screwed. seating arrangment? sucked to the core. Dance? things got even worse. now, i cant wait to freaking step down. i cant stand them anymore. a noisy bunch of bimbos, and sometimes, i think myself as one. after dance? even more screwed. i dont wish to talk abt it. get lost. |
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title: studying?    HAHHAHA.. ok this week has really been a busy week for me. HAHHA.. ok today i went to school at like 7.30am this morning for POA? it was freezing cold, i didnt want to wake up, hahhaa, but i still turned up in the end. then after POA, went to Dance Horizon at Sembawang to return the chinese dance costumes, then went back home for tuition. then. went out again! Met morgan at Jurong East Mrt at 3.15pm. went down to West Mall. we went to walk around, go to the library, hoping to find a seat there to study and finish our humanities work, but the library was damn small. GOSH. then Gates came along, then we decided to head down to Macdonal's at Bukit Batok, and we got a huge table and we actually started studying. really studying! we were doing our work, then we got tired, HAHAH. we started to fool around, hahahah. i laughed so much today at macdonals. HAHHAAH.MORGAN KEPT MAKING ME LAUGH! Damn it. then we "studied" hahah. BUT I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO DO SOME HOMEWORK! which i didnt quite expect. i wanna do it again with morgan and gates, probably i will pull someone else along. HAHHAHA. no lar. probably we wont have the time to do it anymore, but i still yearn for it :D then my dad came over to Westmall to look for me, had SAKAE SUSHI for dinnerrr :D HAHHAHA. daddy was so nice to treat me : D then i went home , and i came home to do more homework. how sad. its now 1am in the morning, and i am still not sleeping. i m gonna sleep till 9am tmr:D i saw so many things today, and it brought me back to us, our past. why. i dont want to be stuck in this small bubble, a bubble i cant seem to burst. sometimes i wonder, were we like that back then? if we were, i must be the happiest person on earth, loving life to the max. and now, i am hating life to the max. those memories are beautiful, but they are not as beautiful as what we really were. i need to isolate myself. probably hide somewhere, where no one can find me. a place where u and i have been, and really think. think deep. really deep. probably i would fall into a hole as deep as Alice did, and i wont be able to climb back up, or even wake up from this dream. |
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title: i had a very tiring day today.
gonna go PHOTO-taking tmr ! hahahha. hope that i can go, hahahah. so tired. my last full day of dance , from 9am - 5pm. i will miss dance, really. i am already missing it. haix. alrights, its already 12.18am now. i should get some sleep; going to go for POA tomorrow morning. nights. |
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title: the "social" 4e7?  => KEEGAN'S FACE! =>morgan,nichelle,me => this is funny :P => polaroid picture taken by Afiq :D => group picture at dinner at PASTAMANIA:Dok, lets see. things went kinda screwed in the morning. woke up then wash up, then ate breakfast, then rushed to ShengSiong to get some stuff, then rushed back home. So happen to meet morgan on the way back, then we rushed back to my hse together, and ate and rushed down to meet the rest at Queenstown MRT- Gates,Keegan,Louis,Nichelle,Karen,Marcus,Samuel and Afiq. then went down to Raffles Place, and then to Marina Bay, met Isabel and Hoeyan there, took a shuttle bus to Marina Barrage. and the worst thing was that, it was bloody raining today, so we couldnt fly our kites! And we really bought kites, OMG. HAHAHA. we reached there, then we couldnt go up to fly our kites, then we sat in a circle, and played "truth or dare". It was rather funny actually, stupid dares, HAHAHAH. that part was fun. then we took the bus back to the Marina Bay MRT, kinda emo-ed on the bus, was thinking about some stuff. probably only morgan knows. HAHAHAH. ok then, we took a train again, to Dhouby Ghaut, and went to Grand Cathay, to watch "Alice in the Wonderland!" sat with keegan, HAHAHA. and morgan beside me tooo :D during the movie, i found out so many things, and saw alot alot of things. HAHHAHA. but that triggered me too. OH AND IT WAS FREAKING FREEZING IN THE THEATRE, I WAS SHIVERING TILL I TEARED MAN. hahaha, ridiculus much? maybe, but its true! HAHAHHAAH. after that, Nichelle, Karen, Marcus left. Isabel left earlier during the movie. then went over to Plaza Singapura, keegan went to find his birthday present that he wanted to buy, then went to PASTAMANIA TO EAT!! then we went home. Keegan and Afiq bus-ed home. the rest of us took the train, some in fifferent directions. HAHAHA. i got home at 8.50 something, which was considered late man. HAHAHHAH. ohya, and gates said what, " the social 4E7", and the " anti-social 4E7" lols, i dont even remember. ok so home i am now:D had quite a lot of fun today.although the rain was quite a spoiler (: lots of funny pictures, hahha GONNA BE ON FB :D and morgan posted me a question today, which really got me thinking. i thought and thought about it. and up till now, i still dont know the answer. i am still as confused as before. and i saw so many things today, that made all the memories come back again, i want to cry, but i cant. those beautiful memories, came all the way back. flashbacks.i need to talk to someone. |
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title: BORED. had 3hrs of amath today. was supposed to sit with gates, but mr raja changed our seats, damn it. i m sitting with kristof now :D quite ok , hahahah. but still, i miss sitting with gates. HAHAHA. band members not around again, haix, MORGAN! haix. after tutorial went for lunch @ BBQ chicken with gates,morgan,hoon,samuel,ernald,zul1 and zul2,hahaha, dont know how to spell their full name:D and Quenten! HAAHAHA. quite fun, then when ernald ask me not to turn, i go and turn, and i screamed! so loud man, HAHAHAH. ok , then after lunch, i rushed home with samuel, took the same bus and train as him and chiong home to do my work, sian, later got tuition. ok off for tuition, bye.
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title: WENT FOR CHEM TUTORIAL TODAY!
hahha. ok. i reached sch at like 9.40am? ms tan kinda late anyways, btw, the time i reached sch, morgan had to go! she had band. damn it, then ah juan never come, and i m left all alone (: man, thats so sad. then Gates came to sit next to me. thanks thanks Gates:D then went to WEST COAST PLAZA with Afiq , went to Starbucks! i was apparently studying there, HAHAHAH. taught Afiq differentiation. kind of revising differentiationn. then went over to POPULAR to get some books, then went off. met gates at market bus stop, went to Clementi central, then went to eat lunch? more like me seeing him eat, cause i already ate at Starbucks, a grande Cameral Frappuccino + chocolate muffin :D HAHHAHA. full man. but now at 3.30pm, i m hungry again. then after that, i came home :D home sweet home:D trying to upload pics for EOS 500D , need to install so many things (: so troublesome. |
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title: i am currrently using my mom's new laptop:D
went to IT FAIR last night, but i didnt buy my CANON EOS 500D! damn. cause the deal there wasnt even good at all lar, pls. damn expensive lor. luckily, i went to SIMLIMSQUARE this morning, after my piano lesson;D then i bought my EOS 500D! yay, got additional lens somemore, hahhah. i have 3 different lens :D YAY. ok ok, no more bragging about my CAMERA! hahahha. ok ok. went for GISELLE 2 victoria theatre :D hahhaa. yay, it was so nice :D then camwhored along the way with NICHELLE and SAKSHI :D hahaha, with my EOS 500D hahha. ok, pictures will post up next time :D hahahaha. there's chemistry tutorial tmr! sian, need to go sch, damn sian. haix(: @morgan: HAHHA. i was busy having tuition, i was even more busy :P oh, ok fine, EDY, HAHHAH. @ILYA VOON: HAHAHA. hello my other half ! :D i love ya too! |
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title:    WOO! HAPPY SIA! today was really good. although it was my "lucky" day. hahhaha. OMG OMG OMG. HAPPPY! went for breakfast in the morning @mac! with morgan,gates,keegan,kaweng,ernald,and i forgot that one guy de name , HAHHAHA. OOPS SORRY! HHHA. then went to school for hse practice! HAHAHA. CHEER WAS SUPER FUN WITH THE SEC5S! WE WERE ALL SO HIGH. more like the tchoukball players were freaking high. i shouted so much, that i cant even speak properly now! HAHAHHA. but its all worth it :D after that, finished house practice. went for LUNCH with morgan and samuel at mac again! HAHHAA. then gates,ernald, quenten and louis came to look for us :D then we went to cycle :D HHAHHAA. ok then went to CLEMENTI STADIUM! thats when the "fun" started. sat at 4E7, then the unluckiest thing happened to me and Fatin. and i dont wish to talk abt it. it was so OMFG. HAHAHAH. but it happened at that moment, and thinking of it now, it wasnt all that bad :D but i was still freaking UNLUCKY! HAHAHHA. ask all the people around us, they would know :D ok then went to PEGASUS~ then had some althelete's march past, which was rather stupid. did some olympic oath, which i still dont know :P then,ilya,cheryl,amalina(sec5),shikin and i lead the cheer, which made me really lose my voice! BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN. everything was like YAY YAY YAY! hahahah. it really was fun :D ok, then we cheered for our other teams.pegasus fought really well today :D ok,then came the tchoukball match. all of us, freaked out before the match. we were so nervous! HAHAH. and the most unlucky thing is that, when the nosiest people are going to play their match, the cheer competition had to be judged. haix. but we cheered from where we were, hahhha :D that was way fun :D hahah. ok we played with our best shot! and YES, WE WON ! HAHAHAH. yay yay. WOOT! HAHAHHA. OMG OMG OMG OMG. i still cant believe we won. ok, anyways, it was a good game with lyra. GO LYRA! 3 CHEERS For LYRA! HIP HIP HOORAY!HIP HIP HOORAY!HIP HIP HOORAY! ok, then we gathered as usual to receive our tropheys. OMG OMG OMG. then most shocking thing was, auriga won the cheer competition? HAHAH. ok joking, they did well. HHAHAHA :D really well. they were rather enthu!! HAHHA. ok, now for the main point. WHO IS THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR THIS YEAR. it was quite shocking to me. but well i m still happy about it! PEGASUS! GO PEGASUS! congrats to the other houses who did well too! they really did better than us u know, hahha. but finally, for once in history,before i leave krss, i made an achievement in KRO! yay, its a good way to end my last kro in kr. i'll miss it for sure, i m already missing it(: more importantly, i miss my tchoukball mates, especially ILYA :D hahaha. yay yay, yay HAHAHA. MIGHTY PEGASUS! ok anyways, after that, went to find morgan. then left with gates,morgan,ernald,keegan and hoon. went to 7-eleven, hoon went to get a drink. then walked back to the market bus stop. ernald and hoon left for home, keegan dashed for his bus. HAHAH. ok, then gates left, and i went opposite to meet my mom,and so yea. i m home now. happyyy:D oh ya, i m going to watch GISELLE THIS SUNDAY! CANT WAITTTT :D @someone whom i know: i wont update it :D @DOVEDY: i just blogged about it :D *pictures from ilya! when we walked next to each other, i felt it again. the feeling came back again.it was just like last time,that feeling i loved so much.it came back again.as i see u walking further and further away,i felt as though i could collapse.maybe its just me,its definitely me.i miss those moments so much. |
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title: today was science day!
no math today, yay! saturday's getting nearer and nearer. means my camera's gonna get closer and closer to meee! :D hahha. ok enough of that. oh, during recess everything was so screwed. even after school. whats the world coming to? whats the 6 of us coming to? its just gonna go " POOF" soon. today was rather relaxed. we had POA in aircon room, because mr wong couldnt switch the aircon off when he went in :D hahahha. there is sec3 PTI today. oh and POA tutorial was cancelled. hahha. we slacked in class. it was fun , there was : morgan,gates,samuel,keegan,marcus and karen. hahha. funny! after that, we went to market to slack even more. and somehow, i dont know how, i became keegan's wife. hahhaha. cause marcus was with karen, morgan was with gates,then left me samuel and keegan. HAHAH. so somehow i dont know how, i became keegan's wife. HAHAHAH. then hoon and ernald came shortly after. then they left, then ya... went home with samuel and marcus. marcus was so emo. worried for him. haix. oh yay, i can go for breakfast tmr. yippe. hahhaha. ok, going to do some POA now, goodbye. @zongyuan: well, COME TRY HIM AND U'LL SEE . when you sat next to me, the feeling came back, and it was overwhelming. everytime we looked at each other at that very moment, that same feeling came back. is it just me or what? i dont like going through this feeling, its painful, and it always hurts me deeper every single time. i want to speak to you, but we cant seem to communicate always.every single time, we would silently walk past each other. i always want to turn back to look once more, but i couldnt. i had to act as though i didnt care anymore. its hard, so painful, as though a sharp needle went through my heart, and the more i try to pull it out, the more painful it gets. |
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title: HAH. went to school early this morning. it was raining so heavily and i had a great time sleeping.but i still had to wake up eventually. didnt go for Amath this morning. was too tired.
i screwed my A math test up, and i was falling asleep during amath test. hahha. ok.had a math tutorial. also had chem tutorial. nothing to talk abt today.. slacked alot today. @ray: thanks :D @morgan: ya, damn what sia. |
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title: GOSH. i ran away from A math today. HAHHA. i couldnt take it anymore. anymore of amath and i'm gonna die. had a math tutorial today. argh. sian.
somemore tmr got differentiation test! DAMN DAMN DAMN. i hate this. i really hate this. he said he is gonna ramp it up more. damn damn damn. FREAK! { we're gonna get A1 for emath and a math and F9 for the rest. BUT 4E7 ALL LIKE THAT.} [ if you dont work hard now, you later go fly kite. so u better dont bloody give me your attitude! ] and now, i m going to fly kite. there would be 4E7 '10 KITE CLUB. only opened to 4E7 '10 pupils. HAHAHAHAH. HELP ME. save me from this. and he said, we're gonna have amath almost everday for march hols. damn damn damn!! i hate this. i even have to go to sch early in the morning at like 6am on mondays and wednesdays, from 6am to 7.15am, we're gonna have amath. and wednesday, is our MATH DAY. whereby i have like more than 4hrs of freaking a math. i'm going nuts. goodbye. off to do dy/dx= differentiation. |
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title: didnt come online yesterday cause was busy having tuition and doing freaking amath. argh, hate a math. HHAHH.
on sat evening, went to SIM LIM SQUARE to see CAMERA! HAHAH. SO NICE :D cant wait to buyyy :D today, it was so screwed. i woke up at 5.45am, went to sch for math, early in the morning. i reached sch at like 6.40am or something like that, went to do amath with MR RAJA. HAHAH. time to start the momentem. on wed, i also going to come at 6.30am. to do AMATH. WOW. PE today was so screwed . everything de-proved!NO!!! and we did like 94 sets of 8 jumping jacks. so tired. then during dance , things went even worse. dont want to talk abt it. there's more math tmr. NOOO. screw the math man. good bye. |
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title:  had PTI yesterday, omg it was so screwed. freaking screwed. had dance too. i so dont want to talk abt yesterday. cried till i had no more tears to fall. no wonder i had swollen eyes this morning. i bet every single sec4 had a bad time yesterday. probably many of us cried. whatever the case, its all over now. so who cares; i mean, whats the point of crying over spilled milk? dont even think i can go out anymore, not to mention even use the computer. i m sneaking to use the computer now, can u believe that? its my computer and i m sneaking to use it, HOW IRONIC! i'm gonna get my WIFI on my phone fixed, and so, i can use internet anywhere, as long as there's connection. hahhaah. Mr Raja told my mom to lock up the damn internet! NO NO NO NO! cant do that, i cant live without computer. i bet everyone got the same comment from him. damn it. went for Amath tutorial today. so tired. now i still have to study. fml. oh, and mr koh SL also talked to my mom. damn it. bad bad bad day. hate PTIs. it screws my life up. @zongyuan: whatever. |
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title:  went for piano examm today! it was rather screwed at first, but slowly things went kinda smoothly. before i left the studio, the examiner told me " well done cynthia". i wonder now, if it was real or was it being sarcastic. HAHAHHA. LOLS. oh wells, whats done is done. lets just wait for the results :D went back to school for tutorial. seee i so guai. oh today, i sat next to weyhau. and he was so retarded. i expected him to talk alot alot alot, but appparently, he didnt. HHAH. IMPROVEMENT FROM LAST YR IN DEED. HAHHHA. ok that was insulting for him. HAHAA. had physics pratical tutorial. combined humanities tutorial was cancelled and i dont even know why. and i missed POA corrections of error test! DAMN. haix. there's lunchtime concert tmr! AHAHAA. no longer nervous. and i'm hungry now :D oh and correction of buying my canon camera, its next week, during the IT FAIR. YAY. @ZONGYUAN: OMG. shut uppp!! |
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title:   LETS SEEE. today screwed much? got back my humanities. failed SS, passed Geog by 1 mark. damn it. supposed to turn up for lunchtime concert rehearsals today, but didnt go, didnt want to see certain* people at the piano. anyway, no one accompany me. so yea. lunchtime concert this friday! AHH. can skip chinese tutorial, hahahah. TMR'S MY PIANO EXAM! OH NO. freaking out terribly now. got to practice like siao later. hahahah. had amath tutorial. did differentiation. dont like product rule. actually its easy, but i dont like simplifying it. i went to ask naymyo, saying,"eh, smart one , teach me'' in chinese, he told me, " dont call me smart one''. HAHAHHA. well. he's smart! HHAHAHHAA. oh oh oh! i'm gonna get my CANON EOS 500D this weekendddddd! HAHAHAH. cant wait cant wait! @DOVEDY: hahahah. LOL. NATHAN? LOL @ZONGYUAN: what do u mean by that man! |
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title:   Lets see, things were not good yesterday. i got back most of my results. scored freaking low for all. practically failed all except for Chinese(a mere pass- HOW COULD I?? ITS MY FREAKING BEST SUBJECT!), EL. Emath and Amath both failed terribly.PHY- failed by just damn 1 mark! had dance yesterday too. oh. msviv was so nice ytd, its so not like her. HHAHAA. Cant wait till she gets back to her normal way , and i really wonder how the sec1s would react to her. LOL. today was a better day for me i guess. got back CHEM! hahahah. that one, i was really happy. i got 40/50! HAHAH. A1~ but for combined science i only got B4! damn. one more mark to B3! but its ok, i am quite contended alr. i'm gonna work harder for my sciences :D as for humanities, havent gotten back yet. hope i do well. i studied damn hard for it. there's tutorial and rehearsals for lunchtime concert tmr! HAHAHHA. YAY YAY YAY. happy happy. but i m thinking of dropping Amath. even my mom wants me to drop Amath. darn it. @DOVEDY: HAHAHA. serious? what series is it alr? i have been watching it quite regularly :D @neville: dont worry.i'm fine :D HAHAHHHA. @Zongyuan: OF COURSE MY ATTITUDE NO.1# lar! HAHAHHA. |
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