I feel like cryinggg and i apparently dont know why . LOL. everytime i am alone, i feel like crying, hahaha, whats wrong with me, i just want to be a loner these days, i rather keep things to myself, rather share it? LOL. Something is so wrong with meeeeee,,, LOL.

I hate coming home,,, going home seems like to heeelll,,, hearing my mum nag at me, and when i ask to go out for even a mini birthday party, she would go "NO". WHat is life at home? For me, its all about studying like some SHIT FREAK, just wanting to pass, when i m unable to pass, forcing myself to study, knowing that nothing goes into my head. Staying home is hell for me. i dont want to go home, the stress at home is worst than going to school. Going to school is not as bad as coming home, but still going school makes me feel so..i dont know how to describe but just , a kind of sadness inside me. for those who can understand this undescribable feeling, good for you if you know why i m feeling this way. For those who dont, its Ok, u would go through it someday i guess , maybe, or u might never go through it, for you have a peaceful life, a happy life, being someone who is appreciated by the one u love.

Something is so wrong with me these days,,, maybe its my braces,,, LOL.




I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

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