nothing much happened today. just slacking around at home doing nothing.

today, i m still feeling kind of down, seeing my close friends fall, but yet i cant do anything. i can only just stand by the side and see them fall. i cant help, cause its beyond me. they should be given a second chance to make up for their mistakes. we are not perfect, everyone makes mistakes. where on earth can you find someone who doesnt make mistakes, and someone who doesnt fall, who doesnt fail, and end up learning a valuable lesson? there's no such thing in the world. cant the school just give them a probation period or something, i mean after this incident, i believe they have been given wake up call, to be more serious and start over again. but when i mean "start over again" , doesnt refer to repeating another year, but to be given a new year with the rest of us, to learn from our mistakes, and make up for them. they can. they really can. they are willing to try i believe. i trust that they do.

why cant people understand this fact? i m not trying to say that everyone is like that, but probably most people would feel that dropping these to students would make them a better person and to do well. i mean, how in the world would this students feel that they should work harder? what makes you feel that way? when they drop, they would not only feel even more useless, most likely they would give up on themselves. isnt it just better to let them stay as who they are, where they are, and move up with the rest of us? By giving up on those students, it means that you are trying to tell them that, "hey, you dont deserve to stay in express anymore. u suck, cause u dont want to study and u cant study." i mean, personally, if i were to be told that, probably i would be like,"fine, i cant study, give up on me , for all i fucking care. cause u said that i cant study, means i cant. why bother studying? i might as well give up now, and get a better job, at least i can try to support myself." i would feel that way, i would feel so restless, and hopeless. its like i dont want to go on to help myself any further. even i feel this way now. cause i cant study that well either, i am no better than anyone.


after saying all that, i am not trying to criticise anyone or anything, but whatever they do, would affect the students' morale. it would pull the student to the bottom of the well, and most likely they wouldnt even try to climb back up to see how big the world is. i believe that my friends, all of them, have the potential to study. they dont deserve to be treated with this treatment.

i feel really sad .

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