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title: 3hrs of AMATH went for amath tutorial this morning.
met morgan earlier, then chiong corrections. LOL. but in the end, it wasnt even used=.=" mr Raja taught Trigonometry. GOSH. it was boring, lols. really boring, was kinda falling asleep in the last part of the lesson. there's more to come next week! NOOOO! hahhaha. going to have family reunionn later, well, soon actually. and i m not awaiting for that. cause, i am apparently the most stupid one amongst all. LOL. i am tired all doing my work, and i cant believe i was doing my work. i was actually doing my work. ACTUALLY DOING IT. LOL. i think i've gone mad after too much of amath. could any kind soul save me please? LOL. pretty please?? :D hahha, will come back to blog more i guess. and xuefen said that i tweet very little, but morgan tweets less than me! HAHAH. to wr: what on the right track? what u mean? |
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title: It was a
1. worrying 2. scary 3. shocking 4. freaking me out 5. pissing 6. funny DAY . its all in chronological order, from morning till 6pm btw. contradicting much? yup, u can say so. hahaha. i was worried for janell, then i found out something really shocking and scary after knowing abt the process and the whole incident, then i got freaked out and so traumatised that until now, i still cant really get over it.LOLS. then i found out that there was chinese tutorial and its damn what the hell. its not even stated on the damn timetable lar. and i got screamed at by someone who isnt even involved in the chinese tutorial, thinking that she is all so great and that she knows everything. comeon lar, its my issue not yours. then i had dance. hahah. the process of making or choreographing the modern was so funny. and my back hurts, LOL HHAHHA. no more like my ass hurts, hahaha, ok no more of those. then after dance, we had this really funny joke. Mslim made the angmoh accent, and then she said, " sakshi, are u an AN MO?" then jwei and i laughed damn loudly and then it got repeated, and i laughed even harder. HAHAH. it was damn funny. so damn damn funny. then i took the bus and train home . now i am home. there's 3hrs of Amath tmr with Mr Raja. OH NO. lols. i got to bring toothpicks with me, so that i can make sure that my eyelids are always open, like what mrbean always does. Learn from Mrbean, he teaches you the most ridiculous things ever, to make your day. hahhaa. and i learnt a new weird today : adrenaline. and i think its means energy. or some hormone stuff, LOL.. forgot already. ok, now i m gonna slack and then study laterr :D wow, i m studying. oh and damn wille tan weili didnt come for dance today, and i couldnt do the duet , lols, it was so weird. oh well, who cares. to ernald: hahah. yea, LOL. totally agree. |
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title: didnt come online yesterday.
was busy studying physcis, but in the end, i fell asleep. today wasnt a very pleasant day, got scolded. well, more like the class got scolded. had POA tutorial today. i finally understood what disposal is. LOLS. i need to majorly study for my tests. LOLS. i might just flung everything. and my mom told me that my science tuition teacher might not be committed enough to teach me for Os. cause i was re-arranging my tuitions, and then i ask my teacher whether 4pm sunday can or not, then she was like, " is that the only choice?" then my mom saw , and she was like, " i dont think ur teacher is committed enough to teach you, " then i thought to myself: <> and now i think again, i think my teacher really doesnt want to teach me, cause i suck in science. and cause she despises combined science students. and now i think even harder, i feel like saying WHAT THE HELL. COMBINED SCIENCE STUDENT CAN ALSO SCORE OK, NOT AS THOUGH PURE SCIENCE STUDENTS ARE ALL SMART. come on lar, dont despise us can? like u very good like that. i feel insulted man. i rather not study than have a teacher who despises me and is not committed to teaching, and only teach for the sake of MONEY. PISSED. |
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title: had dance yesterday, so didnt use computer.
so tired. nothing much happened today. i only know i was falling asleep in class. had assembly, some jazz music thingy, quite boring though. hahha. and now, when i laugh, or sneeze or cough, my tummy hurts. cause i used too much of my muscle yesterday. DAMNNN. so dont make me LAUGH. LOLS. retarded. then went to ShengSiong with : wanrong, huijuan,yvonne,janell. to get our CD stuff. then we met so many ppl there. all e sec4s, buying all the CD stuff. HAHAHAH. we met 4e9, 4e6. but somehow , somewhat, we never seem to have fate with 4e8. hahahha. OH WELL. then went back to sch to put the things, then went to market buy "lunch", which was PORRIDGE! hahaha. well its wasnt really LUNCH anymore, more like high-tea.HAHAH. LOLS. and then went home. took 51home today. cause was too lazy to walk. hahhaa. and now i m home , hahaha. going to do some work and study, after watching HI MY SWEETHEART, if got new episode! HAHAHAHA. hahaha. ok , byebye to zongyuan: =.=" just -.-" totally =.= |
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title: went to Tiong baru to have dinner ytd! ate SAKAE SUSHI. OMG, boycott them , hahha. the standard's really dropping like shit. then went to IKEA to get my new table lamp! hahaha YAY, can study better now!
went for piano lesson today. wah, pieces and scales were all so screwed. cause i didnt have the time to practice lately. if i fail my g6 this time, i swear, i will not continue piano man. lols, after that, went to YUMCHA for breakfast cum lunch , so long never eat YUMCHA alr, miss it sooo much. then came home for tuition. tuition's such a dread. lols. then finish tuition, clean up my room, then went to get something for my mom. then home i am now, later i m going to do my POA, study SS, do amath :D hahahah, finally, i m starting my homework. its gonna be a long day tmr. DANCE DANCE and MORE DANCE. so "inspiring". LOLS. i dont know what i m talking abt..  to zongyuan: are u sure abt that? come to my sch,and tell me whether u are going to get it worse than me. to KAU: hahah, CHENBAOZHU is better than MOLI lor!! to neville : u ???? for what? |
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title: bad day today?
probably not as bad as two days before, but well it was ok. had 2 tuitions today. math and chinese. both was probably still ok, but tiring. i have been slacking away since 4.45pm, hhhahaha,TILL LIKE NOW. lols,going to do some POA now,then i'm going out :D for dinner, yay finally can go out i havent left the hse today ! hahahaha. good mood today, but monday, i'm gonna die, so bad mood ! hahah , --MONDAY BLUES-- |
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title: Lets see,
sch was more screwed today. got scolded like 2times by discipline comm? and mr raja just had to go straight into my face and disturb me about me and gates, when i was in a freaking bad mood? and no geog today, literally spent the 90mins slacking away, LOLS. but nevermind. had chinese tutorials after sch, then went for dance. OMG. dance was even more screwed. dancers have no discipline. NOISY. GOSSIPY. and they have to laugh and talk after doing 1 set of barworks. i mean like, come on man, is there a freaking need to speak? one second dont speak will die arh?LOLS. spent like most of my barwork time screaming like some mad freak. and i slipped and fell! OUCH. EMBARRASSING SIA. lOLS. but who cares. sometimes a little embarrassment adds colours to life :D hahha, so lame. Then after dance, went home. damn tired. cause i dont have enough sleep. lols. LIFE FREAKING SCREWED. to neville: ------------CHEERING UP IN PROCESS----------- |
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title: had i think 2.5hrs of emath today, and if you add POA in, it would be like 3.5hrs of math today. so tiring. i was literally falling asleep in math! hahahha. so tiring. but we had a 3min sleep during tutorial. MrRaja made us close our eyes and rest for 3mins, and it was like a mass sleeping exercise or something, hahhaa. after math tutorial went to find janell, and stayed in 4e9 for a while then waited for huijuan for her EL tutorial to end. then went home.took 51 home lols.
got to burn some dance music for my instructor and off i go to do my homework! hahhaah byes, and i had quite a bad day today too. and one more thing, WHY THE HECK IS EVERYONE IMITATING A DUCK VOICE? EVERYWHERE I GO,I HEAR JUSTIN, KENNETH AND EVEN DAVID MAKING THE DUCK VOICE. GOSH. so funny! hhahahah.  to zongyuan: alrights, thanks anyways. |
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title:   Went to Nafa and Lasalle ytd. Nafa was just normal, but quite ok. Lasalle was the one which really impressed me. It was like so WOW. lols. met wanrong and xuefen at bugis at 3plus. XUEFEN WAS DAMN LATE! hahaha. at first say 2pm, then change to 2.30pm, then end up meet at 3plus. LOLS. we managed to find our way to NAFA, and went to deparment of music and dance first. then went to Fashion. then we met janell and xuejun on the way back, and we went to Lasalle. gosh. the infrastructure and all, the design, its was so OMG. so many nice pictures to take there, and i took alot, hhaha. cant post it all up here, but will be on FB:D then we spent quite a lot of time at Lasalle. drag drag drag, then we walked back to Bugis Junction. Xuejun then left us from there. then we walked around bugis juncti0n for a while, then went to Food junction to have dinner. xuefen,wanrong and janell went arcade, while i went off to meet my mom and went to clementi to get her new SAMSUNG JET. lols. then she had to go to IMM to do some stuff. then went home from IMM. i m waiting for her to say that she dont know how to use the phone, and then pass it on to me :D hahhaa. there's dance tmr, and PE tmr. gosh. so dead. more aching tmr. got to go study alr, will upload more pics tmr, if possible, well i doubt. to Neville: aiya, nevermind lar.. next time lor. to Ray: hahah. ya, what are friends for? :D to ernald : hahha, do u even watch HI MY SWEETHEART???! byebye. |
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title: had dance today. literally fell asleep during math today. i was sooo tired. like freaking tired.
went for lunch with sakshi and meichi. and the weirdest thing happened today. i was at the General office getting the musicroom key, and i saw ernald. then i went out and saw Gates and Hoon. then i was asking Gates what happened to ernald, and he said ernald get his phone back. then i said bye, and Hoon said bye? Weird . lols. hahhha, who cares anyways , it was just so unexpected. haahhaa. and during dance today, then worst nightmare of my life occured. i have to do a duet with willetanweili. but aiya, who cares, its just a dance. but i always banged into him lols. then met wanrong and xuefen and gates and louis outside the sch, took 143 with wanrong and xuefen to Jurong east. met my mom there and had dinner and came home . tmr going for NAFA open hse with xuefen and wanrong , yay. considering NAFA , Lasalle as one of my choices other than POLY. lols. to Ray: thanks di :D |
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title: to neville : YES YES YES. No one said that you didnt tell me that she was AWESOME. lols !!!
should i really take up the auditions? i have the urge to, but , my mom doesnt approve of it. cause probably i m one of those, not so bright (= to more stupid) , not talented (really even more stupid,hahha) pupils. my mom probably just wants me to do well in my studies . lols. |
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title: had the best Chemistry lesson with MrsTan today! OMG she's good. hahhaha.
went to sch at 8plus this morning. was almost late. we changed timetable again, with effect from monday onwards. lols. chem was really funny. mrstan showed us the results for 2008 &2009 Os. major drop. so now's the pressure all on us. gosh. argh! so stressed. lols. but chem was funny. really funny. the undescribable type of funny hahha. then went for Dance Trial. omg that was the most irritating part of the day. the sec1s made me scream at them ! i cant stand it anymore. i think i m going to lose my voice or more like i alr lost my voice lols. ok, i am gonna listen to mrstan and study hard :D especially for science. hahahaha. i wanna do well .. lols but its kinda hard. lols. byebyes tmr there's dance and ms viv is gonna be there. so scary. argh. time for another hard day tmr! byes. to zongyuan& neville: aiya you guys so settle urself lar!!! i want to hide all my past, i want to hide it in my heart, in a corner where i cant even find.but i cant, cause its always there. my past are memories.perfect ones. |
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title: ok, finished chem homework! hahhaha. just now went to Tiong Baru to get dinner, i thought my mom was buying home ,but who knew! went there to get SUSHI! hahhaha, nice nice hahhaha. then continued doing chem. did some revision for the first time in the damn year, lols. oh and Justin told me that he heard that we wouldnt drop Amath! yay! hahahaha. but seriously, if i really have to drop Amath , i would probably burst into tears and run off without coming back to school. i probably wont bother turning up at sch the next day. lols. kays, short update, cause i m tired. i got to to catch some sleep man. byess
to zongyuan and neville: so now both of u team up to shoot me lar! WTH. EVIL PEOPLE. to xxx: no i dont want to guess. could u just say? |
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title: ok,
1. i freaking flunged my whole A math exam today. 2. i am wondering whether i got a muscle tear after MOnday's training?? LOLS. i cant even walk up or down the damn stairs! i think i got to put salonpas and counterpain already..hahha. 3. TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO A MATH! hhahaa. amath was such a killer. i think i m gonna drop it, lols. even marcus said that it was hard! hahhaa. there's chem with MrsTan tmr! DIE DIE DIE. lols. so worried that she would call me then i would just stone there. lols hahha. but i m kinda excited anyways. lols. commontests are all coming our way alr..time to start studying SS! hahaha, and Geog. i cant afford to fail anymore subjects. if i drop a math, all my other subjects must be A1~ which is almost impossible. cause i m just bloody day dreaming , lols. to Ray: hahaha. lax lar di, lax. to Zongyuan: =.=" to neville: now u are the kpo one lar?? LOLS |
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title: after yesterday's dance,
i woke up with a major headache and flu this morning. and i m aching all over. lols. and OMG. it was literally freezing in class today. felt as though it was north pole or something hahahha. had assembly today, congrats to all, who reached Mt K! and those who went for Nepal learning service trip, and those who went to Shanghai! hahaha. Jordon. hahaha. and the basketball boys ! hahhaha. oh whatever. hahha. i only remember busy clapping away and watching videos. hahhaha. then came home. now i m gonna go for tuition, good bye. Oh yes. i have A math exam tmr! and i m soooo SCREWED,hahaha,cause i freaking dont remember a single thing for a math for last yr's syllabus. lols. i should go study and revise now, lols. why am i so hardworking now? Lols. cause there's nothing else to do on the computer, therefore i result to studying. what a joke. tiring day today... to zongyuan: u are so slow. now then u know i m crazy? slow man. to neville : dont worry lar i will . |
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title: Went to SP Open hse today!
finally found what i really want, MUSIC AND AUDIO TECHNOLOGY. hahaa. met : Gates, Fatin,Marcus,HoeYan,BoonKiat,Wanrong,Safwan at 1pm. waited for Syukri and Ernald. then went into SP. walk walk walk. lols. nothing much to blog abt. just kinda pissed today, for probably no apparent reason. xuefen and yvonne joined us later, weyhau and thiri too. janell also came late cause she had DI. some GB stuff. then at abt 4plus meet my mom and off i went. Dilemma freak. is another fight gonna occur again between us? |
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title: OMG. went to Ngee Ann Poly Open House today. OMG its was freaking messy. and it didnt leave quite a good impression on me, lols. cause it was so damn crowded. and it was so hard to find ur way around. hahhha. but the CCAs looks fun. hahha. got DANCE! hahahh. LOLS.then after leaving Ngee Ann poly, morgan went to look for her sis, me, janell,huijuan and xuejun went to find our way out. lols. and we ended up taking a cab to clementi mrt . janell took that same cab home. lols. and now i m home. i m freaking tired today man. still got POA to rush LOLS.
BYES. to neville: i will. u better cheer up too. or i'll really get u. |
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title: Telling the truth won't do,
But it all fell on me and I felt like simply taking my life away though it won't help and God forbid. I know exactly how you feel about me for it's not the first time it's happening and I doubt if you'd ever again give me a genuine smile. I am sorry from the bottom most part of my heart and it was never meant to be that way and will never happen again. But I've hurt you and I also hurt myself . frankly speaking,i love you and I'll miss you. You were and always been sweet, I miss the way we used to go home together, I miss your touch and comfort you gave me, the more i miss you. I know probably you wouldnt want to hear me out, but maybe now it's time to move on. Our studies are piorities. I love you and as long as you are happy, I'm happy too. All i want , is for u to be happy. never isolate urself from people. It hurts me to see u like this. its painful enough for me to make this decision, and its even more painful to see u in this state. You dont deserve to be this state because of me. I dont deserve u to be sad about. I am not the perfect one you think i am, cause i hurt you deep enough. i'm sorry. would u ever forgive me? even if u dont, i wont blame you. but i only want for u to be happy again. i only want you, to be back to your old cheerful self again. that's all i want you to do. please. |
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title: so many things have happened within the past 24 hrs. i have hurt someone badly. i hurt myself.
i'm sorry that i have to do this, but if i dont, it would hurt both of us in the future. i dont mean to. we'll probably decide after the Os. but for now, pls ,i dont u to be sad. it hurts me to see u that way. dont even isolate urself from ur friends, isolate yourself from everyone. dont emo. pls. i know i m wrong. but isnt it better for u to know now, rather than later? wouldnt it hurt u even more? i have been through what u are probably going through now, its painful i know. but pls, take it as though i am begging you, pls, cheer up. i dont want to see u like this. really. i dont. to unknown: u cannnot possibly not blame me or hate me. i'd rather you hate me. and blame me. dont always keep it to urself. if u want to scold me with all the vulgarities u know, go ahead, if u want to hit u can too, go ahead. whatever u want to do to vent on anger, do it on me. dont ignore ur friends, pls. |
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title: to zongyuan: i going to Ngee Ann Poly on thursday. SP i not sure when, maybe sat? Not sure lar.
to Ray: i going on thursday. u going meh? hahhas. 2nd day of school, and i m already having homework. LOLS. CHEM homework today! hahahhas. i wrote soo much and apparently paid atttention in class. and i have never done that before. LOL. seriously. LOLS. had assembly for 2hrs? more like 1 hr of assembly, 1 hr of reading and probably that was meant to be a punishment. LOL. OMG. i hate sitting in the gallery. so irritating. LOL. Today had a math, OMG. Mr Raja was real funny. but real fierce. he expects at least 80% distinctions for amath. and i got like E8 last yr? LOLS. argh. i m really beginning to hate amath. LOLS. OH and marcus said that Mr Raja looked like our old discipline master, hahhaha. Mr Kannan. gosh. reminds me of the primary school days when me and him attended the same sch and class. p1,p2,p4,p6. 4yrs with him, and now, another 2more yrs. gosh. 6yrs. LOLS. ok, i'm gonna be a pure mugger this yr,NERD =.= so probably i will blog less often soon. LOL. but i definitely would not be able to resist the temptation of the computer. DAMN IT! lols. whats wrong with me. headed home immediately after assembly cause i got tuition. and i'm going off for my tuition already! BYEBYE. off to study . LOL. NERD>.<  |
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title: first day at sch!
hahahas. first day sitting at Gallery officially as a sec4. gosh. its so not nice to sit. probably i m not used to it . we have a new classmate, she's RongFeng. she's nice i think :D went to Tasmania with her. i think she's nice. she is in 4E7 cause she didnt complete her Os. haix. first day being a sec4. already got soo much pressure . everyone is telling us, this year is ur Os, must focus and study hard. argh, i alr heard so much of it! oh got ngee ann poly Open Hse! cant wait. :D ok, i got to go do my tuition homework. byebye :D |
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title:          ok, finally can blog. more like finally, i can get my hands on the computer. i was rushing my chinese homework yesterdday, and i m still not done with it! damn it! when i went to Henderson Waves yesterday,i walked all the way to vivo. hahha. so fun.the trial reminded me of OBS. should go some day. hahhhaa. LOL. oh and i managed to catch the sunset :D DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. LOL. for more, visit fb . hahah.shall let the pics talk :D |
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title: happy freaking 2010      my cousins :D HAPPY NEW YEAR ! its already 2010. gosh. so fast. 2moredays till school reopen. seriously dont want school to start. hate it when i have to be reminded about the Os. lols. today, i went to send my cousin back to malaysia at the airport. then my other cousin went to meet her friend while my mum and i went to Suntec City. lols. my mum wanted to get a new phone. so she finally found the phone she like, but no stock. lol. she's getting Samsung Jet, she said if she gives up on using it, i would get the phone! yay! hahahha. i hope she gives up :D hhaha. i bought a few new pieces of clothes again today :D hhahaa. hahah. then i also bought 2 new cds! One is David Garret's CD while the other is Escala. both violin. cause i found it so cool:D hahha. David Garret's CD got my CNY dance piece music! hahhaa. < then home i am now counting down and dreading to go back to school. hate that part. to nichelle: yes, i watch Hi my Sweetheart. yea Show Luo is SOOO CUTE. LOL. especially with that Dalang part :D hahaha. to neville : happy new year:D |
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