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date: Sunday, February 28, 2010
time:2:14 AM
life certainly doesnt go well when you have lots of work undone, when u have an upcoming piano exam, and when u have failed ur math, knowing that u would fail ur other subjects too.

hi, welcome to my bloody blog :D
ok, that was lame.
went out yesterday..came home rather late. mom went shopping=.= she bought so much clothes! i only bought a dress, no fair.
went for piano lesson today! YAY. no need for extra lessons. going for exam on thursday. kinda scary. haix. ok off to slack even more , good bye.

to sean: hey thick-skinned ! hahha. its not all that scary, hey my results maybe bad, but my ATTITUDE = #1! haahhaha. jokes :D


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date: Saturday, February 27, 2010
time:12:29 AM
went to sch for Amath today as usual. but i sat with afiq today! hahaha. we werent really listening, but we did our work! cause we were talking about MUSIC!! DANCE!! HAHAHA. thats probably the only thing i have in common with him , HAHHHAAHHA! ok. after tutorial , went home . bathed. ate lunch. and i m gonna go out soon!! HAHHAA. i got to go "rehearse" at the exam place for my PIANO EXAM. so scared. argh. + with lunchtime concert coming up, its really stressing me out.

i havent told my mom about my results for emath yet. i dont dare to break the news to her. she would probably start yelling at me. argh.
reality's harsh. its a real pain in the ass.

going to RAFFLES CITY first! go see MUSIC AND SOME PHOTOGRAPY exibition! hahha. then go to Adelphi for my "rehearsal". :D goodbye.

oh and goodbye WORLD!

to dovedy: HAHAH. no worries. i wouldnt say it here. its so. BLAH. HAHAHHA.
to Neville: thanks for your encourage. dont have to worry about me:D
to Sean: YESSSS!!! HE STAYS BELOW ME! HAHAHHAHA !


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date: Friday, February 26, 2010
time:5:19 AM




KILL ME NOW.

I DONT CARE WHERE YOU'RE GONNA DO IT, WHY U'RE GONNA DO IT, AND HOW U'RE GONNA DO IT. JUST GET RID OF ME SOMEBODY!

ok, that was SOOO pms-y. "pms-ing" is my trademark. LOLS. ok lame.


you know what. life sucks. reality's such a bitch, its like something you dont want to have; cause it betrays you every single time u do something, every time u work hard for something, and nothing, NOTHING, comes back in return. FUCKING NOTHING. WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO? people work hard, but dont get returns. We always talk about democracy;fairness- So Social Studies. but when you work hard for something, at least u get paid for it. but in school, ur teachers think of u this way, " oh , u didnt study for it right. so serves u right for getting those kind of marks. u deserve them." how they heck do they know that u didnt work hard for it. they dont know anything. seriously.


why am i saying all this?
because.

of.

only.

one.

damn.

reason.

i.
failed.
my.
emath.
after.
working.
hard. for. it.


eople say no pain no gain. i went through the pain of having tuition 5hrs each sunday. going through all sorts of critisisms my teachers give me. i dont mind the critising. seriously. it helps me grow as a person. but sometimes, if u despise someone, just say it , instead of beating around the bush. like come on man. NO LIFE.


had amath paper today. as usual, knowing that i screwed it up, i simply cant be bothered abt math anymore. i dont get math. its so stupid sometimes.

then had usual classes. had chinese tutorial.

had dance. finally wille came today! great. lols. hahaha. learn really cool movements today! HAHAHA. good good. lOLS.

ok so home i am now. so tired. and i'm getting sickkk!


like seriously. fuck my life man.







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date: Thursday, February 25, 2010
time:1:33 AM
I freaking screwed up poa paper up today. seriously.

ahh.after sch went to MACDONAL'S after sch, with morgan,gates,ernald, thiri and all. was quite fun there. but along the way to macdonal's something happened, but its over anyways. i cant believe i did that, hahahah.alls wells :D shared fries and ice lemon tee with morgan. then went to walk around west coast park to relax after a whole day's of freaking tests and classes. we went to the sea area, where many memories come back to live. then we sat there, under the sun, just looking out to the sea where the sea breeze blows. reminded me so many past wonderful memories.



and as morgan and i spoke about our past, we reminisce about our past. in sec1.2.3. we could just do things so carefreely. everything was so perfect in the past. everything went so smoothly.until sec4 came, and everything crashed. in fact, everything starting crashing since sec3. everyone was so separated, in different classes. all splited up.
i dont want to go on anymore.good bye the past, hello fucking future :D
welcome to my life;

there's amath tmr! AHHHH! hahaha. LOLS. freaking out! hahahah. LOL! off to mug for AMATH.


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date: Wednesday, February 24, 2010
time:1:25 AM



ahhh. screwed my papers all up.
PHYSICS AND EMATH. freaking screwed it up.
like freak the sciences and maths man! ahahhh!. I'M GOING CRAZY SOON! hhahhaha. argh. irritated. what's wrong with me man! argh.
after sch today, played piano in the hall with morgan.xuefen.ernald.keegan.gates.marcus.
keegan wanted to go play ! hahahaha, LOLS.
then went to west coast plaza for lunch with xuefen.ernald.samuel.marcus.keegan.gates.then weyhau came later. ate alr. then bus-ed to clementi with gates.marcus.neville- so happen to meet him at the bus stop. then came home. so home i m now, emo-ing over the damn papers. FREAK THEM! SCREW THE DAMN PAPERS!!!!!






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date: Tuesday, February 23, 2010
time:1:20 AM



finally completed with my humanities papers. gosh, i chiong my Geog like shit today, chinese was rather ok. hand hurts thanks to writing too much, really TOO MUCH!!! everyone was so pmsy today. including me i guess. hahahah. after school, went to West Coast Plaza bread and butter to have lunch, with morgan,janell,xuejun,huijuan and Xuefen! they ate mee siam, morgan and i ate bread :D yum yum, i ate eggsss too! :D hahaha.


ok, i'm gonna chiong my physics and math now, i gotta score! byebye:D
to Zongyuan: thanks :D


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date: Monday, February 22, 2010
time:12:51 AM
let's see,
today's PE was damn screwedddd! went running around the PCN, then i run run run, damn the gastric man. almost done alr, then i almost collasped. bloody gastric. then i think i hurt my ankle, i can feel the friction between the joints when i walk man,its so painful >.<
then i couldnt do the jumping jacks and the push ups with the rest. cause i couldnt take it anymore.

then after that, normal lessons. then after sch , NO CCA!!! hahaha, YAY!
then went to POPULAR , then went to get lunch, then home i am, going to study for tmr's tests :D so good bye,

STUDYING KILLS MY BRAIN CELLS SO MUCH.
that now , i dont even know how to speak. hahhahha.


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date: Saturday, February 20, 2010
time:11:46 PM
havent been a very smooth day today.
went for piano lesson, didnt play well. screwed up my pieces and scales. fuck them man.
then parents are arguing over stupid matters. how retarded.
having major headache and runny nose, dont feel good at all.
worse of all, i read so many awful comments on fb, till i feel as though life's such a bitch , like one of my friends said. reality is the BIGGEST BITCH EVER. Life cant be like high school musical, as my friend said again.
seriously not in good mood.
i just had 2hrs of chem and phy, and i got to live with another 2hrs of amath later.
seriously . fuck my life. i hate my fucking life.


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date:
time:3:56 AM








went to mrkoh's hse today. which was like just downstairs my hse?
his hse is damn nice man. NOT FAIR. this daughter and son were damn cute! HAHHAHAA. LOVED HIS DAUGHTER!!!
hahahah. had amath tutorial, then morgan, weihong and david came to my hse, had lunch then went to meet the 4E7 people at Queenstown MRT, then went to mrkoh's hse :D hahaha. got 4e9, and 4e7 people most. 4e8 only got weihong. 4e6 only got saf and david.
then stayed at his hse for abt one and a half hrs. then left. went home :D
thank you mr koh! got pictures to show.
OH OH OH. his daughter kissed my cheek ! hahah
DAMN CUTE!!!
to wanrong: hahahahah.
to ERNALD: OMG. really LMAO!


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date: Thursday, February 18, 2010
time:2:52 AM
went to sch earlier today,
had tutorial today.
boring day;
nothing to blog abt today. will only post pictures if can .


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date: Tuesday, February 16, 2010
time:5:50 AM
back from Kota Kinabalu ( KK) at last.
day1: left SG , reach KK at abt 7plus? then my aunt came to fetch me, went to her hse, ate dinner. and stayed a night there.

day 2: headed off to MT K with my aunty and family, well not exactly. just went to the mountains area. abt 2hrs ++ bus ride. gosh so long. i only realised now, that i actually have problem going on long rides on car rides. i actually feel giddy and feel like vomitting. LOL. then, went up. just spent literally the whole day on travelling. then stop for a night at some chalet, and it was freezing cold in the night. even in the morning. the chalet was damn dirty. lols.

day 3: woke up at like 6am in the morning, just to catch the sunrise of MT K from my chalet. OMG. SO FREAKING NICE. its like the nicest sunrise ever.PICTURES! haha. then went to the kinabalu park to see where the climbers start their adventure. and i have a major urge to go climb. if i can this yr, i m so going to climb. lols. then went back down to the city, go to HOTEL! hahhaa
OMG OMG OMG OMG. the hotel was damn nice, i was supposed to be staying in a room, but cause fully booked so i got upgraded to A SUITE. OMG ITS DAMN NICE. and 2 bathrooms, a living room, 2 tvs and dvd players :D haahha
OMG OMG. and i had room service dinner ! hahahaha. best time of e trip man. hahahha.

day 4: which is today, came home :D at last.

apparently i didnt buy much, i only bought 2 tshirts, and a dress.
sorry couldnt buy any souveniers cause i didnt see any . lols. more like , they cost a bomb. lols. sorry!

PICTURES NEXT TIME.



to arnold: well thanks for blog hopping. and i m sure, i know and am clear of what to do in my relationships. not trying to say anything offensive, but yea. i know what to do. thanks anyways.


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date: Friday, February 12, 2010
time:9:56 PM
will be leaving SG today.
now alr preparing to leave. oh man, i wanna watch Valentine's Day, but yet, i cant, cause i wont be in SG. and i didnt bring my amath book home! cant do my homework! DAMN! Raja's so gonna kill me on wednesday. DEAD DEAD DEAD.
going to airport in 30mins , and i m not excited. i dont want to go . its going to be so boring.
haix. goodbye singapore, for only 3 days =.=
shall take nice pictures :D

i will try to blog again, later at the airport:D
goodbye.

PLS DO NOT CALL OR SMS ME FROM TODAY TO TUESDAY
BYEBYE


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date:
time:7:24 AM
t0 sean : next time next time :D


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date:
time:7:14 AM
to sean: HAHAHA HI SEAN!!


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date:
time:6:49 AM
life's so screwed today. no wait, actually life's screwed everyday.
went to sch as per normal, hoping that it would be a good day today cause its the CNY performance.
went down at 0945, everything became so screwed from then on.
time management. ms viv came and things got more screwed. the senior helpers including me didnt know how to tie the CNY dancers' hair.
then make up and all.
we didnt even have the time to run once.
we rushed up like shit to perform.
but i would say, the cny dancers did well. quite synchronized.
the dancers are really strong.
then as i watched the dance, tears just fell. ms viv also kept saying and saying and it was really true. no time management. no discipline. i wasnt even crying over the dance. in fact, i was proud of them . it was really nice.
thanks to those who comforted me.
its time to change dance.

then went for chinese tutorial, then tchoukball. tchockball was so funny. cheryl kept laughing then jwei kept laughing then i kept laughing. lols, i came home.

oh ya,
i wont be in singapore from tmr 5plus to tuesday 5 plus. so please please dont call or sms me !! thanks :D
will be in kota kinabalu.
HAPPY CNY to all,
and happy Valentine's day to all :D
talking abt Vday, i received Vday gifts today! hahha, thanks thanks :D
i got a bear and Royce Chocolate from neville, ferrero rocher from maxine, and brownies for nichelle:D
thanks thanks :D shall get them some stuff for Vday too :D
morgan got ferrero rocher from neville too! HAHAHA.
ok goodbye.

i cried all my tears dry, but yet i am still tearing, and i dont know why.


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date: Thursday, February 11, 2010
time:4:35 AM
to neville : OMG. I M NOT SOME VAMPIRE!


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date:
time:3:52 AM
I WAS LATE YTD. dont want to talk abt it.
didnt come online yesterday cause i was too tired, and it was too late anyways.
stayed back for dance after sch yesterday to help the CNY dancers on their movements, vomitted blood man, i was boiling yesterday. stayed till like 6plus? then waited for my mom to fetch me. then went to eat dinner.

this morning, went to sch early to help out at dance again. basically i help out at dance everyday this week. today had POA test. gosh i screwed it all up ! ALL WRONG WRONG WRONG. freaking screwed man. then after poa, went down for dance again.today the props spoil and everything. OMG so screwed. was boiling man. even more than ytd. ok dont wanna talk abt today.

ok, have to complete math, and 2 chinese compositions tonight. so off i go , byebye :D

oh oh , i m leaving class tmr at 0945! hahaha . for chinese dance . lols dance again. omg after 10th anniversary i m so not going to be so involved in dance anymore. goodbye,

to zongyuan: what you mean?
to neville: i still look perfectly fine in sch right?!


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date: Tuesday, February 9, 2010
time:3:54 AM
had dance yesterday, i nearly died. we had photo-taking yesterday. it was so freaking chaotic i swear. the sec4s were to wear ties for our photos. and for 4E7's candid photo, we had our POA textbook, add math textbook, and we wrote like g bar, lols. probably only 4E7 knows this g bar joke, and we also had our double entries for POA! hahaha. it was funny:D
then after school, i got bullied by ernald! OMG. he said that my face was chubby and he kept like , i dont know how to describe it, but ya, OMG! he is chubby too!!! hahhaa.
then went for dance. OMG. dance was a disaster. i didnt even get to eat lunch, cause i heard ms viv was coming at 3pm. we had all our interuptions. and the fucking radio failed on me. that was so fustrating. then we had our photo taking. the dancers were so nosiy, i shouted so much ytd, that today, i lost my voice. dont ask me speak. lols. then the 8 Exco members wore our dance tee, while the rest wore sch uni. then went back for dance. my day was so screwed yesterday.

then today, had IPP . OMG. so funny. we were sealing up the class, and as it got darker and darker, ppl started shouting, " OMG weyhau where are you?! i cant find out! OMG! why is that masking tape moving on its own! AHHH!" then we were inside the classroom,with all our fans on, then suddenly mr heng started peeping through. then we were like, OMG OMG. OFF THE FANS!!! HAHHAHA. then we switched off the fans and open e door. everyone was like controlling their laughter. hahha. then when mrheng left, we switched on the fans, and we were so bored, that afiq and the usual group played their guitar, and we started singing. then we were singing 21 guns. OMG. the lyrics just fitted the atmosphere so much. HAHAHA. what, its not worth dying for, just suffocating. that part lar! OMG SO FUNNY. then when we were told that we can remove. it was even more chaotic. people literally tore down the masking types and run out. AND OMG. it felt as though there was aircon!!! HAHAHA. then had assembly. wasnt listening at all. was falling asleep. then went for lunch. then had tchoukball practice, then i went to the music room to help brush up on the chinese dancers. OMG. i couldnt stand it anymore. i have said enough. there's a real limit. so irritating man, dont they ever understand EL? or were the seniors speaking to them in some foreign language. OMG. so irritating, dont even wanna think abt it. bloody hell.

ok, pissed now.
good bye, there's a Q/A POST TEST PRACTICAL TMR! DIE!
good bye.
fucked up life. i hate coming to sch. i hate coming for dance. i hate life.

to zongyuan: TOO BAD. LOLS


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date: Saturday, February 6, 2010
time:11:25 PM
rather bad day today.
dont wanna talk abt what happened in the morning.
went for piano as usual, came home then clean up my room,then have tuition. i just ended my first tuition. there's one more coming up. and thats amath. 2 more hrs. just 2 more hrs, and i m done. hahahha.

nothing much to blog abt today. really nothing.

to sakshi: yea, i cant find it, where did u post it up?


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date: Friday, February 5, 2010
time:11:59 PM
Ok, went for amath tutorial today,
and he went : " you dont bloody not do my homework! " hahhaa. must finish amath by monday! AHHH. i m going amath crazy. really shouldnt be doing amath anymore. hahahah.
after tutorial went for lunch, then facial lols.
then home i m now,i will practice piano and do my homework! hahahah. i cant believe i m saying that. lols
then i will be going to BISHAN! hahahha, finally can go out, yay! i miss going out, then tmr one whole day at home studying, lols.
alrights, nothing much to blog abt today, maybe tonight, and maybe not. not sure. byebye


to sakshi: Okay! i shall go see :D HI LESBO! i miss you :D lols


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title: CIP @ elderly's hse
date:
time:3:44 AM
me,rongfeng,shixuan
me and huijuan's heart!

huijuan,qianhui,me,maxine,rongfeng,shixuan











had CIP work today!

the sec4s went to the houses of the elderly to visit them at Toa Payoh! hahhaa. my group went to this old uncle's hse, then we helped him clean his windows. then we spoke to him. he couldnt really speak cause he just had a throat operation, and he cant eat! he only survives on isotonic drinks everyday. he told us that he had been sick for 3 yrs, and have been staying in the 1-room flat all alone for 10years. we spoke to him , asking abt his past. he isnt married and has no kids of course. he knows how to play poker cards and the rubric cube! probably he felt uncomfortable being in his hse, so we suggested to bring him out for a walk. as we were wearing our shoes getting ready to set off, he locked the door, and suddenly waved bye. my group was like super shocked. so we decided to sent him down,he told him that we accompany him. but he insisted that he walk alone, so off we went to meet mrs tee.
then mrs tee dispatched my group. afiq and hoeyan went to some block , not sure. i was thrown to a all boys group, lols , with Quenten. we went to marcus's group! hahhaa. that lady at marcus's group was quite nice, but she has quite a sad story. haix. i feel so sad for them. after that lady's hse we went down ,and waited for all to gather, then we went back to sch.

after we were dismissed. went to Chinese tutorial. damn sian lor. after tutorial, went to popular with wanrong and xuefen, david and samuel.

then went back to sch for tchoukball! we started off at the field, then it started raining, no, pouring to be exact. then we went to the hall. then we went to the parade square. OMG. i love tchoukball! i m getting the hang of it! hahahaha! yay! TCHOUKBALL NUTS. hahhaa. played from like 2plus in the afternoon till 5plus, then went home.

overall, had a fun day today. :D
ohno, tmr got AMATH FOR 3 DAMN FREAKING HOURS! kill me. really. kill me.
to ray: life is tiring!
to neville: quite high lar!
to zongyuan: yup we got it alr, its laminated somemore! hahahah!


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title: Marina Barrage
date: Wednesday, February 3, 2010
time:3:09 AM













went to sch, collection of OBS certificates! LOL hahahhaha. like finally. after soo sooo long. oh well, happy happy :D

then went to class, mr raja never come, then some relief teacher came in, OMG. she was freaking irritating. come on lar, she's just a relief teacher. what can she do ? i was doing the CD stuff, then she ask me to do my math, i nicely told her that i needed to finish it and hand it up. then she was like, " but the office told me to tell u to do ur work, " in a freaking rude manner and rolled her eyes at me. then i really dont like her attitude, i roll my eyes back. lols, then she walk off , pissed i guess. then had POA test. SCREWED. like FREAKING SCREWED. lols. confirm fail. then math again, that same relief teacher came in. i ask her whether i could go toilet, she roll her eyes at me. i heck care just walk off to toilet. come on lar, its freaking irritating lar. then she also scolded gates and samuel for something, that one i dont know. LOL. then she go tell ms tan. walao eh. not happy say lar. lols. then had recess then SS. then do work do work. hand up. then OFF TO LUNCH. didnt eat,wasnt hungry. i drink NUTRI SOY! hahaha.


then OFF TO MARINA BARRAGE! hahhaa. it was fun :D it was a day full of taking pictures with 4E7! hahha. took alot of pics. shall try to upload some. for more go to fb :D
i wanna go marina barrage again! wait till i get my Canon EOS 500D then i go! hahahah :D
happy girl for the day :D


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date: Tuesday, February 2, 2010
time:3:32 AM
couldnt come online on sunday, monday. like finally my hands touch the keyboard. I MISS YOU KEYBOARD! hahhaha. i had 4 hrs of tuition on sunday, piano 1hr, chem/phy 2hr, amath 2hr. ok its 5hrs. OMG. so tiring. then i chiong my POA, then stayed up all night to do my physcis, in the end still failed. then next day was super tired.



had dance yesterday. the lift was ALMOST there. like turn halfway , i start rolling on the floor, lols. hahahahaha. OK. vanessa came back to help too. wille was such a disappointment. so slow lor he. ok nevermind abt dance.

then today, had some boring assembly. had chem Q/A pretest. omg, i killed myself.
actually it was easy, if u studied. i last minute study,cause last night, i chiong my physics mindmap again.. and i didnt manage to hand it up today! DAMN IT. no wonder i m sneezing and coughing. i think i m gonna get sick. real sick.

oh, and i had tchoukball practice with PEGASUS today! hahaha. playing with the seniors is really quite fun, had a fun tchoukball session today! finally got the real taste of tchoukball :D

ohyay! hahaha, and now i m aching all over. plus i m freaking hungry , cause i didnt eat lunch. OMG. hahahah.

ok, i m gonna watch HI MY SWEETHEART last episode! i heard its a stupid ending. then i will go off to study. LOLS. BYEBYE


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