everything's so screwed lately.
i screwed up all my tests, including CL oral today. like shit man,bloody oral.
then something happened at school today, eff-ing screwed. things went all hay-wired, and things didnt turn for the better either. like seriously. FML.
i dont wanna blog anymore, i m no longer in the eff-ing mood now. SO GOODBYE. like anyone's even gonna read this.

i dont know how to face you. i know you are trying really hard, and so am i.
i am sorry for what i did, i know that neither one of us, can control our emotions, but we have to.
we need to learn how to.i'm sorry, i just dont know how to face you. and i am merely just running away from the situation.
and whenever i see that you are like that, i feel even more guilty.
it gets harder and harder every time.
i feel that i cant even breathe sometimes. whats wrong with me, and whats wrong with my fucking screwed up life. i hate my life. i hate this.

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