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title: OMG.
I SCREWED UP MY PAPERS. Os CHINESE. PAPER1 I AM SO SCREWED. GOSH. so fucked up lately. argh. getting more and more PMS-Y. just yesterday, happened to speak to an old time friend. so many memories of us came back to life. but its never gonna happen like the past anymore. those are just memories of US. friends forever. |
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title:  i seriously think that i am already insane. i think i hang on the computer too much also. i think its time i lock myself from internet man. gosh. COUNTDOWN 5 more days left to Os chinese. and i am not quite studying CHINESE. OMG OMG OMG. i should really get started. no no, more like its the last push for it already. did a chem test today, CONFIRM FAIL. didnt even study for it yesterday, cause i was busy studying CHINESE. DOING CHINESE. WTF. stayed back in school with samuel and a few others. watched the rehearsal for the shanghai pupils. watched dance perform. studied CHINESE. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. wow. hahaha. there's a math mock exam again tmr, from like 4pm to 6pm. 6-6.30pm, its MARKING TIME, looks like 4E7 's gonna be the last class to leave the school, AGAIN. HOW HARDWORKING. LMAO. PLEASE GOD. MAKE TOMORROW BETTER. I am dying a little every single day. and as i saw u go, i felt my heart shatter. its painful, and when i heard ur voice, it became worst. and when i saw ur face. i just felt like the world went crumpling down. |
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title:  its back to school today, and i was like NOOOOO.i dont wanna go to school. i hate school. freaking hate school. There was intensive Chinese today, from like 8am to 11.15am. WOW. i endured chinese. it was rather boring though. oh who cares, i just wanna get over my chinese Os and forget abt it FOREVER. like seriously forever. not gonna be blogging so much in future, cause i wanna concentrate on Os! like ya, so less blogging in future! so GOODBYE. @neville: nevermindd. |
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title: i cant believe i just asked.
OMG OMG OMG. i cant wait to start dancing againnnn :D gonna try for auditions for dance at SOTA this yearrr! i dont quite care if i get in or not,i just gonna go there for the experience. so i know what it will be like if i go for NAFA or LASALLE auditions in future :D yayness. the senior dancers are not dancing for the shanghai students. SADNESS. but we're gonna be there to support them for sure :DD gonna go start searching for my music, good byeee:D @neville : stop spamming my cbox! |
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title:  today's considered a better day. haix. 20may. in the past, i used to love this day. now, i dont hate it, but i miss it. anyways. who cares. its the past. past are our memories.i guess it will always stay there, as a memory. today, i realised someone didnt come to school. anyways. get back to main point. i guess POA lesson was slighty better today. nothing much happened. took a "surprise" physics revision test. marked on the spot! WOOHOO. A2! got back my chinese and El results. SUCKED TO THE MAX. Chinese its only b3, i want my a1. El, i cant believe i failed my compre. come on man. the highest in class is 13. 13/25. see how lousy it is. NOT GOOD. NOT GOOD >.< style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;">COUNTDOWN TO CHINESE Os. 11 more days! |
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title: YAY.
went to SOTA's "open house" yesterday. it wasnt even open hse lar! nvm, now seriously considering whether i should go for SOTA. registrations for talent academy must be submitted by 11june, auditions clash with midyear exams. should i go, this yr, or next yr? my parents tell me to sleep over it, they dont object me to me going for it. HAHAHHA. OH wells, guess its my future, i decide. but i dont know. haix. SCREW IT MAN. there's amath mock exam later on. at 2.30pm, i rather have lessons in the morning man. well, there's no point dreading anyway, haix. goodbye, off to study a math for later on. |
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title: i simply dont understand.
why is everyone around me getting an iphone? NOT FAIRRR. really not fair. my cousin got an iphone too! I AM FREAKING JEALOUS. not fair!! !@#$%^&$@!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@$!!???!*^%^#(#$%^&*($%^%$#@#$@#$??@?$:>? HAHAHAH. okayy. had tuition todayy. i am going to SOTA's OPEN HOUSE TOMORROWW! and i swear. hahah, i am gonna go at night. HAHAHA. registered alreadyy:D YAYNESS :P okay i should start studying again :D BYEBYESSS. @ernald: you need a guy?? okay i'll find A GUY for you :D |
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title: gosh.
i took a jab today. and it was SOOO FREAKING PAIN. the doctor, just injected it in, so damn slowly. gosh. pain pain pain! its a jab for chicken pox! i havent gotten my chicken pox yetttt :P and its swelling. oh, i went to the gym yesterday! Did a great work out! gonna go back more often :D yay more salad noww :D okay, there's piano tmr,good byee. |
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title:   haix. i m feeling kinda... WEIRD. i dont know what to say. gosh. ARGH. the feeling is just wrong. SO FUCKING WRONG. HHAHAHA. Watching a ballerina dance CARMEN on Youtube. She's Svetlana Zakharova.a ballerina rather well-known. :Dlove her dancing. cant wait till Os are over, then i can go learn ballet! :D AND HIP HOP :D @neville: its supposed to be like that :D |
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title:  i took this picture:D HELLLO WORLD! Hello, my new life :D i have probably "completely" forgotten about my worries. well, though there is still a tiny winny bits here and there, but who cares. oh ya, it was real funny today. Mrs Tan came into our class during mr raja's lesson, to inform us about our new timetable. AND. about marking day as well. and... well, UNFORTUNATELY. our marking day became our tutorial day for math. DAMN! my day is completely ruined! AHHH. i wanted to go watch THE LAST SONG DAMN IT. or go for photography or something. now, nothing. haix. had 2tests today. damn. screwed. math. again. screw it man. okayyy, i am gonna go study now. oh yes, i hate combine classes with Bclass for chinese. so noisy. @morgan: thanks girlfriend. i love you :D |
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title: okayyy.
i am broke now. this morning, after my piano lesson, cause its the ACTUAL MOTHERS' DAY, i went to Yumcha to treat my mum lunch. we knew that the bill came out to be $51.40! i am officially broke now man. seriously broke. HAHAHA. okayyy. took quite a lot of pictures yesterday! but i cant upload it noww. my computer crash, using my mum's laptop. cant upload the pictures! damn sian. HAHAHAH. nevermind, i've got another math tuition noww , good byee. @sakshi: HELLO LESBO. yea, who needs guys. we can depend on each otherrr :D LESBOOO! |
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title: SO TIRED.
INSANITY KILLS. i think i'm going insane. HAHAH.okay, no i was just joking, if i was insane i wouldnt be here using the computer, blogging. well, maybe i really am going insane. gonna go for a MOTHER'S DAY DINNER LATERR ONNN :D at 313 @ somerset at MARCHE :D daddy wants to go there. monday's p2 for the language papers. after that its during the june hols when the sec4s have our MYE. okay, goodbyeee. |
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title:   what is your definition of love? my definition, is hoping for one to be happy. WITHOUT ME AROUND. Memories so vivid, so hard to let go, but i just have to. no doubt, its painful, but why bother with all this nonsense now? i simply cant be bothered. its not longer worth my time, and brain cells to think abt. no matter how painful it can get, only time will heal the pain. the truth always hurts, but its always better to know. i rather know the truth than to be kept in the dark, in suspense. things to always remember, 1. dont ever fall in love, especially when u're in sec4. ur life gets screwed up. 2. if you do fall in love, make sure you end it asap, no matter how FAIRYTALE like it could be. why?-REFER TO POINT 1! love, never fails to screw your life. heartbreaking. memories. but who cares. who gives a fucking damn. its just love. is love that important in our lives as teenagers? Being in love, means alot to normal teenagers, now, to me, i dont think so. LOVE is optional. you dont need love to survive in the world. so who fucking cares about love? SO TO ALL TEENAGERS(HAHAHA): give urself a break, take a KIT KAT, and break up. LOL, okay, joking. but still, get a hold urself and love urself. no point cutting urself, slashing urself. FOR WHAT. foe hell's sake, get a life, get out of a damn relationship! what so good about guys? A BUNCH OF SUCKERS FOR LOVE. :D ps: i'm sorry, if i have offended anyone reading this post, about love. i simply cant be bothered how love is like. |
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title: i guess, its just time to for me to forget and let go. i dont want to dwell on it anymore.
i cant be bothered anymore. though it still tingles inside of me, i know that i need to let go, it not i will be super miserable.been there, done that, and i've had enough. i hope that things would go for the better as time passes. |
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title: okay. tried sorting out problems today, but nothing.
instead, i found out even more things. now i am being kept in suspension until another4days till i know the truth. i rather know the truth than to be kept in the dark, so could you guys please. tell me whats going on, and tell me the truth. pls. didnt have humanities tutorial today. so home early. |
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title: i found out something i probably shouldnt have known at this point of time.
now, i am all confused again. everything's starting all over again. the pain, everything. it took me so long, to figure out what i had to do with my life, and now, just within one conversation, my whole life took another HUGE turn. come on man, is it just that God is trying to give me a challenge? Or is it that my life is just so damn bloody hard. gosh. its hard to live. so hard. i want to end it, but i know i cant. i would hurt so many. i have got to carry on with my life. i dont want to fail anymore. i dont want to be going on like this, but i am just not able to do it anymore. i dont have to strength to move on, i dont have the courage and faith to tell myself, " cynthia, move on, you cant be stuck here forever." i dont know what to do. who can tell me what to do. Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish.It does not take offence and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, to endure whatever that comes. -A walk to remember, Nicholas Sparks. i want to know whats going on. i really do. tell me, would you please please tell me. |
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title:  went to West coast park to take a breather with morgan. before that, a few issues along the way. things have been going worse, how to solve the problem? i dont understand. maybe the six of us or rather 8 of us know whats going on. only those who know would understand. i simply dont understand. @kaiqi: hellos, fine, what about you? @morgan: oh, ok ok i see, hahah, i was just joking only lar :D |
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