Went out with lesboo :D and for dance CIP briefing at SCAPE. + rehearsals .


Met lesboo at Queenstown at 11.50am, she was telling me to run to the mrt cause she found david sleeping at the platform and people was staring at him! hahahahs, when i went there, i was laughing like crazy! hahahs, i shall upload that pic soon :D


hahhhahahas. then went took the train to Somerset, and went to Cinelesure to met ms lim kaiwen and the rest of the dancers who were going for the CIP. then we went to SCAPE Youth park for briefing + rehearsals.


then nichelle,me & lesboo went to Pastamania to eat! then we parted. me and lesboo went to ION Orchard. we walked and took pics along the way. if u want to see pics, pls go to my fb. thanks :D i lazy to post here lar, take damn long.
oh. and i went to collect my retainers this morning. its damn freaking uncomfortable. i will not talk on monday.







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back from last day of dance camp :D
i am already missing the camp, and missing everyone in the camp :( how i wish we could just have a few more days, i dont mind! hahhaas.


1. malay dance
kind of boring, but ok ok lar. lol .

2. hiphop by Mr patrick loo!
that was fun! hahhaas! learnt HIPHOP! and i m sure morgan would love to learn it :D

hahhas. sakshi and i purposely dropped by school to like see the damn huge poster of dance and sakshi! god damn. it was huge! and i was right smack in the middle. LOL then i went home :D the end .

i miss dance camp! dance camp<3

i shall try to post the pics up :D

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today was real fun!

1. team-building!
that was the most fun part of the day! we were divided into 6 groups. sakshi and i were in group X2. lol. we had to play weird but really fun games! first game is that we all start out as eggs, then we play sisscors paper stone, then if win, promote up to chicken,then if win, then to eagle, then to superhero, then to immortal! hahhas, u could hear screaming everywhere. be it the guys or girls ! LOL hahhahas, that was real fun!

the 2nd game was kind of boring. 2 of us had to step into a small hoolahop and say "DONT TOUCH ME!!" and we werent suppose to have any body contact. lol. the 3rd game was the best man! hahahah. we were given this thing to step on, and we had to flip it over and all of us had to stand on the other side. we were like slow and steady. LOL. there were like 27 of us? hahhas. got lots of body contact! we were like hugging on to each other. then we were separated again, where we had another thing is stand on, then we had to have 14 people on that thing , smaller and smaller. we had 4guys in the group, and the thing got so small, then the guys were like hugging us ans squashing us! it was really fun! then the thing got even smaller, the guys had to carry 4girls up, and someone could crawl in between them so everyone can fit, cause i was the shortest one, so i had to crawl in, their feet stank man! HAHAHHAas, then i couldnt come out! hahhas, but in the end i still managed to crawl out! hhahahas. we tried many different ways , then held hands, we even tried to cling on to the tallest guy, like almost literally hugging. LOL. but it was fun anyways.

the fourth game is that 14 of us had to pull one rope to stand up. first with 2 hands, 2legs,then slowly it gets harder and harder. that was fun too! one fall, all fall together! hahahhas. then the fifth game was that we had to squat and try to pust each other down! hahahs, lame but yet interesting! then the last game was that we had to match our toes and pull each other up. hahahs. fun!


then we had lunch, then we learnt indian dance! that was funny! really funny! we were learning the hand signs, then got 2 handsigns that made me and sakshi laugh crazily. LOL. the middle finger sign and the "fuck you'' sign. if got chance, remind me to show you! HAHHAHAHS.

hahhahas. then we had tea break, then we had a talk by Mr janek, from SDT, about ballet and ballerina's life. and we watched 2 performances! WOW. that inspired me to become a better dancer! hahahs, real good. i wanna be part of SDT someday!


then we had workshop-ballet and contemporary by Mr Peter Gn, organiser of this leadership dance camp! he gave us like set of like 3 eights and we were left to improvise it, with our own interprete the movements ourselves and add in our own choreography. that was great. i felt that i did well in that part today :D

then go home! so painful lar my body.
got more bruises and blisters, and i hurt my knee cap real bad, cant walk properly, become paika already.

hahahs, OH OH OH, I TOOK OUT MY BRACES ALREADY ! GOODBYE BRACES, HELLO RETAINERS !

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back from dance camp today! :D
it was even more fufilling today! hahhahs.

we did 4 different types of workshop today.
1. contemporary cum modern dance.
it was quite cool, was quite easy to catch for contemporary cause i did it before in Dance Horizon. however, modern dance was freaking hard. that teacher cant even teach well! she went so fast,everyone's movement was like just, half clear, lol, but it was cool and fun! but damn tiring. i swear, now my bruises and blisters are increasing!

2.eastern fusion dance
it was rather weird, cause we had indian dance + contemporary mixed together. so weird. LOL. but still fun :D

3. choreography
we learnt how to choreograph our own steps, and step out of our comfort zone! weird movements! hahahhas.

4. jazz funk!
it was the best! movements were easy to catch, gave all out to do the movements, so i aching even more now ....


then the end. i m so tired now, i lazy to blog, tomorrow then talk abt tomorrow's session...byebye


freaking tired. oh and problemed is already solved! yippe!!

To whoever is going to tag on my cbox:

pls indicate who you are. its so much easier, dont make me guess pls,thank you :D

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HELLOS :D
if you had realised, i didnt go to school today. lol. i miss school. :(


the first thing we did was classical ballet. its so hard to catch up, but it was fun. doing real ballet ballet for the first time. so cool, it made me want to pursue more ballet after the Os. LOL. then we had lunch break! then we had icebreaking session. It was really fun. LOL. made new friends , all from different schools. then we had MODERN BALLET! it was the best of the best, i swear. it was so cool. but the steps were easy to catch, and we had all sorts of steps, and i think i hurt my shoulder. cause we had to literally kind of slide and fall on to the floor. SO COOL! hahahs. it was really good. really began have lots of fun. then we had teabreak! after that, we had leadership talk, then we had HIP HOP! that was fun too :D but seriously, i must say, i am not too much of a hiphop person, i like modern ballet and jazz better :D then the end! so fun!

and i learnt one thing today,

when you are dancing on stage, performing, forget yourself, u are not longer yourself. FORGET WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU DANCING.

now i m home, trying to heal my painful wounds and aching. god damn, its really painful , LOL. however, after the camp i recieved a really painful and hurtful sms. i saw , i read it over and over again.i thought to myself: why is this happening? cant we just go back to how we are, who we are, like before? cause , i really hate this happening. why? why? why?

so this links to what i am going to tell xuefen and janell:

i am really sorry to tell both of you this. i have had enough of both of you quarrelling, bringing up stuff that is way past now. when i read your blogs, i thought to myself, "its really time to end whatever that happening." cause, probably the more we go on like that, the worse the situation will get. definitely, i m not going to stand on any side of you. probably both of you may think, " of course you would say that, its so easy to say that. cause everyone says it so easily out their mouth." i can seriously tell you guys, its really not easy being the middle man of both of you. you may think again," since its so hard, dont be lar. " fine then, i wont be the middle man of both of you anymore. cause its really just ever so tiring to see both of u quarrel. some of us, that means, wanrong,me,probably even huijuan and yvonne, i cant speak for Huijuan or yvonne cause i dont know, but i m very clear, and i m quite sure about wanrong too, that we are both sick and tired of this. we want to get out of this asap. so i m reaching out to both of you, if only you guys can put away whatever differences, put the past down, forget about it, and lets be who we are, the 6 best friends, who are always together, during recess, after school. i really wish to see that again. pls, take it as i m pleading to both of you, lets just put down whatever, and let bygones be bygones. the friendship between the 6 of us, is supposed to be strong, whatever problems we face, we would stand tall together, strong and face it together as one. our friendship isnt that fragile i believe. we can be friends again, like in sec1, we would usually go, "hi, i m so-and-so. you are?" can we just take it as though we are making a new friend again. take it as though you dont know her in your entire life. pls? i really want to end this. its not that i dont want to tell both of you this face to face, but its because i wont be coming to school for the next few days, so probably i wont be able to tell you guys. its not that i dont have the guts to tell you guys.





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To -.-: thanks so much! u must be scoring really well for SS :D hahahhas.

Lets see,
its slacking day at school today! morning, got prize presentation, then blablabla, lol, then got EL! watching "day after tomorrow" i watched before. LOL. ok. enough of crapping. LOL>.< after school, stayed back till band and choir went for their CCA. then went to WEST COZ CAFE with huijuan to have proper lunch. i ordered Fish N Chips , she ordered the seafood cabonara. oh, and we met so many kr-gean there LOL. then marcus was there also. one moment he come snatch huijuan de carbonara , next moment he come snatch my fries, wa lao. LOL. after that we walk walk walk, then go back school to find vonne. then go home. the end. oh and did i mention i went to chinese garden for fun today? anyway i had all the time in the world. LOL.

tomorrow till friday i not going school le, i feel damn sad about it. i cant see my friends for 6days!! damn it, then extended term! hahahahs, can see my friends again :D i am so scared for tomorrow. i m afraid of going, even sakshi is. argh . freaking scared! :(


oh and the 'O's started today. my darling camillia chan is doing well i hope! :D suddenly, i remembered the times with her when we used to go for lunch during SYF training season and see cute guys from ISS. lol. we would go like,"oh my god, that guy is so cute and so hot." hahhhaas. and we used to share little secrets :D hhahahahs. so many fun memories with her .

ok, thats all for today i guess. got to go prepare for tomorrow's tough dance camp! hahhaas. but i would still blog everyday about it :D

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hahahas,
yup. get a life man people. i agree with both ernald and marcus! hahahas.
people come to my blog to watch comedy, somemore free leh. LOL.


lets see,
nothing much happened today. went for piano as usual. came home, helped my mum with housework. then bathe, and now i m here. later got facial! no!! i dont want to go for facial. it sucks man, so painful. will be back to blog again later on in the day. bye!

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to -.-: who are you? thanks for helping me speak up btw :D and who are u referring to when u say, "both are presently happy"?

to terence and neville: how on earth can u be terence and neville, come on, it makes no sense. and what makes u think u can say that me,or neville or terence arent happy?

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nothing much happened today. just slacking around at home doing nothing.

today, i m still feeling kind of down, seeing my close friends fall, but yet i cant do anything. i can only just stand by the side and see them fall. i cant help, cause its beyond me. they should be given a second chance to make up for their mistakes. we are not perfect, everyone makes mistakes. where on earth can you find someone who doesnt make mistakes, and someone who doesnt fall, who doesnt fail, and end up learning a valuable lesson? there's no such thing in the world. cant the school just give them a probation period or something, i mean after this incident, i believe they have been given wake up call, to be more serious and start over again. but when i mean "start over again" , doesnt refer to repeating another year, but to be given a new year with the rest of us, to learn from our mistakes, and make up for them. they can. they really can. they are willing to try i believe. i trust that they do.

why cant people understand this fact? i m not trying to say that everyone is like that, but probably most people would feel that dropping these to students would make them a better person and to do well. i mean, how in the world would this students feel that they should work harder? what makes you feel that way? when they drop, they would not only feel even more useless, most likely they would give up on themselves. isnt it just better to let them stay as who they are, where they are, and move up with the rest of us? By giving up on those students, it means that you are trying to tell them that, "hey, you dont deserve to stay in express anymore. u suck, cause u dont want to study and u cant study." i mean, personally, if i were to be told that, probably i would be like,"fine, i cant study, give up on me , for all i fucking care. cause u said that i cant study, means i cant. why bother studying? i might as well give up now, and get a better job, at least i can try to support myself." i would feel that way, i would feel so restless, and hopeless. its like i dont want to go on to help myself any further. even i feel this way now. cause i cant study that well either, i am no better than anyone.


after saying all that, i am not trying to criticise anyone or anything, but whatever they do, would affect the students' morale. it would pull the student to the bottom of the well, and most likely they wouldnt even try to climb back up to see how big the world is. i believe that my friends, all of them, have the potential to study. they dont deserve to be treated with this treatment.

i feel really sad .

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Stayed back for dance today, though i didnt dance. LOL. received news that a few of my friends needs to be retained or demoted. i really dont want them to be demoted or retained. cause they can study if they really want to, they are not those type who cant study. i will really miss them. they shouldnt be retained. they really shouldnt. 我 很 舍 不 得 他 们， 因 为 他 们 是 我 的 好 朋 友。 我 好 想 他 们 :(

Next tuesday to Friday, i wont be in school :( so meaning, no fun le. got dance camp. no awards day for me.. sad. then extended term coming. damn it lar.


To JUDGE MARCUS: ya ya, i win i win! lol.
To neville: your reaction to that guy damn funny lor!
To david: u speak no sense u idiot.
To camillia: darling chan, dont angry lar, see i change le!! i very guai de leh!


i feel so sad.

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Back from school at last.
went to KFC for lunch today. finally a change, lol , instead of Mosburger always :D
then while coming home, so happen to see meichi at the Sumo House with her friend i think . then walked to Clementi mrt, then waited for 2 of my train to go off then i go off. and so coincidentally also met my cousin there, LOl so damn coincidental today. hahahas.
so now i m home, blogging.


To Neville: lol, u actually said thanks? LOL wah.
To marcus: shut up you gay LOL. i wonder if you even broke your voice yet, scream so loud. LOL. ya ya ya, flip somemore, i will flip you upside down!
To David: ya, none of the above. LOL. and my dear camel is mine!
To Camilia: aiyo darling chan, dont angry lar, you not camel lar ok ok? LOL
To lesboo: its so unglam. LOL.


AND WHEN DID MY BLOG STARTED BECOMING SO FAMOUS??!! lol

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hahahas, went out with lesboo and safwan today :D

Met them at Queenstown at 11.05am? then took train to Bugis and we went to THE COSTUME SHOP to get me and sakshi's leotards for the dance camp. spent like 20mins in that shop? then saf stay outside waiting for us, LOL. then went for lunch at PASTAMANIA! hahahhas, stared at the menu for like 15mins then decided to go order. LOL. ok, then, we were slowing eating, then we went to iluma to go walk, then that saf wanted to buy a smart looking shirt to wear to ms tan's wedding solemnsation,then we went into some shops, but then, he see see see , in the end, he walked out empty handed. LOL. then we went into this shop, super funny, we saw all the weird stuff there, then we started playing with it, we spent like almost 20-30mins in that shop?? LOL, me and sakshi started playing with the perfume and the glittters on saf there, LOL. kinda embarrassing. LOL!



then we got boreed, finished walking throughout the whole of iluma, then we walked to the front of bugis street, but we didnt go in, then we stood like for like 10mins. lol, then decided to go J.CO donuts to rest! we each ate a donut! hahahas.but the stupid thing was that we were all taking pics of our food and not eating it. hahhahas. ok then we were camwhoring there. lol, other than saf that is. hahhas.oh oh oh oh, the funniest thing happened! hahahhas. saf went to the toilet, then came back, and he was standing next to lesboo, but lesbo didnt noticed, until when she turned, she realised that he was there, and SHE SCREAMED SO LOUD THAT EVERYONE WAS STARING AT US. hahahas, then we went to lesboo's dad's office to get something from her dad, then went back to bugis , saf go change then off we went. then saf went back to school, while sakshi and i went home :D

To neville: i m fine..
To yvonne: thanks vonne! you too!
To marcus: shut up marcus, u gay! LOL jk jk
To David: you wth for what?
To morgan: thanks morgan, u're the best! : D
To Huijuan: wugui! master wugui! why u havent die? i thought you in kungfu panda die le?? LOL To the one who said to unknown: thanks, but u are? thanks alot :D


To unknown: can u just shut up? who even gave you the permission to tag in my blog? and what has terence and neville got to do with you? and what makes u say that neville is a bastard? who is the fucking bustard here? and most importantly, what makes you think that terence is 10x better than neville? you have no right to even say about them. who is the one who came to my blog to start talking crap? come on lar, you dont even have the guts to own up to who you are, calling yourself unknown. if u are pissed off, thats your own fucking problem, why should i fucking care? So, just get lost.



Ok, now for the pictures!






hhahahas,
ok, thats all for today. Bye bye :D










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Not a good day today.

Had dance rehearsal for awards day after school, though i m not performing, sad sad. haix. skipped lunch went straight for dance, then i ended running errands for dancers with sakshi to buy their lunch, and i didnt eat mine! lol. stayed in school till about like 6 plus till dance end? LOL, i realised that i m so devoted to dance . LOL. then went home. took bus 175. then sakshi and neville went to board the train to JooKoon while waited for my train to Pasir Ris. AND GUESS WHO I SAW??? JORDON AND HIS SIS! HAHAHAHHAAS. well, his sis is really sweet and cute, way better than him. and for the first time in my life, i see jordon treating someone so nicely. LOL. afterall , she is his sis. lol, what do u expect?



it wasnt a really good day for me today, bad things happened. well not exactly bad bad, but its just making me have mood swings. for a moment i m perfectly fine, the next moment i am not. i dont know whats wrong, but its just that things happened too suddenly. probably i didnt know that this was coming in for me, really i dont at all. haix, whats wrong??! this news just came POPPING out of no reason, no warning. am i even doing the right thing? have i caused too much trouble? i dont know .


troubled. really troubled. sometimes, i wonder, if it was a mistake to fall in love with you. cause, i only bring trouble to you, and nothing else, just pure trouble.

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lets see,
nothing much happened this week. it has been a boring weekend so far. LOL. tomorrow got no school. haix. sad sad. hahhas. i got nothing to post today. really nothing. how dumb. but the only good thing that happened this week, is that, i passed EL!!! i passed!!!!!! i cant believe it! hahahahahas.

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lets see...
i failed again! a maths - 46% , at least i improved!
chinese- 72. what the hell lar. i expected at least A1 or something. bloody hell, damn pissed.
after school today, hanged around, then did nothing, waited till 2.45pm, and went to eat mos burger again. so boring. i m going to make sure that i wont eat mos burger for lunch tomorrow man, really, i dont want to, its so boring, then it was raining again, so i wanted to walk in the rain, but i got pulled back. not fair. not fair . LOL, whats wrong with me today?!


hahhahas. oh and yes, happy b'dae rachel!
byebye,
dental appointment! yay! i m removing my braces !!!! like only the brackets today i think. :D
byebye

To marcus: u still say u never act cute?! u act cute like siao in class lor!
To lesbo: oh shut up lesbo! hahahas. noppe didnt get the email.
To huijuan: hahahahas.
To yvonne: i thought u dont want talk to me, how come still tagg??? hahhahas, joking joking.


you always make my day, cause even when u go, the feeling on my lips remain.

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this is what janell gave me this morning! that was her surprise! thanks jan! I LOVE you! hahahas. nice all 6 of us have!! we shall be friends, FOR ETERNITY! hahhaas. whats wrong with me today?!


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Hahahas,i went out today, then did literally nothing for 2.5hrs? like at least 2hrs waiting,and going to chinese gardern while waiting, and half an hour watching people play basketball. LOL>.< hahahahas. then went to Jurong Point, and ate haagen daz ice cream! That was my lunch, poor me, only ate haagen daz ice cream. hahahas. then walk walk walk, did nothing but walk, but it was very fun!! hahahas. then also ate yoghurt! but it tasted like rotten mango , LOL hahahas. then after that, went home. and here i m back home blogging. i m so BOORREDDD. and i dont want to go to school tomorrow, i dont want to receive my damn shitty results. haix.


today was a happy happy day! so many things happened. but it was exciting yet scary, hahahas. ignore me! oh and my surname is , "nian," name is "gao". next time call me niangao! hahahas. sorry arh, coming to chinese new year le, so i bit chinese new year siao. LOL. joking. Hi, i am niangao. nice to meet u ! >.<


silly love, the only silly one left to love you.

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me,morgan,janell and huijuan!


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let's see,

nothing happened today. morning i woke up, went for breakfast with my mum at holland drive area, went to holland shopping centre, and i found the dvd for the movie, "DANCE SUBARU"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god, i was literally screaming there! then i ask my mum buy for me, then she really bought it! Cause she promised me :D hahaha, then i bought this small little soft toy, some TY soft toy, very cute ! hahahaha, then came home and bathed and studied POA. argh, just one more damn paper and its over! then i can go enjoy my life for 2 days, then when i get back my papers on wednesday, i am screwed again! how fun is that, LOL.


To Shannifer: thanks shannifer! hahaha, yeap, so mean, laugh at yinfai, anyway, i also got laugh LOL.


To Ernald: er, so?? what are u trying to say? LOL





without you, life would be a total mistake.

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after the 2h30min paper, i came out, freaking happy, cause its finally over! hahaha. ok ok. after exams, went to eat MOS BURGER at Cityvibe, then i saw this guy, looking from outside, styling his hair. i was laughing was crazy LOL. ate UNAGI RICE BURGER. and drank ICE LEMON TEA. no wonder i went high. i am now giving you a warning, dont come too close to me when i drink ICE LEMON TEA, i would go high. LOL>.<>











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Had El p2 and Social Studies today, screwed both of them up. damn it, after exam, went to west coast plaza buy lunch then go home.







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things didnt go well today at all. so i dont want to talk about it. so i have nothing to blog.

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Ok, everything went as per normal today. just that we still arent talking. is it because we both dont know how to start? or is it just me? i really dont know. had tutorials today, class was in chaos. went to look for someone at basketball court, morgan went to play basketball, at about 5.02pm, left school for home cause got tuition later. sian. cant stand tuition.



3 more days to EOY, 14 more days to F. U. N. fun!




what is wrong with us nowadays?whats wrong? i really dont know. i dont know how to face anyone. i dont know at all.

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