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title: goodbye 2009. 2009 is coming to an end already. some people would probably say, " at last, its coming to an end." some people would say, " OMG. so fast? i dont want to say bye to 2009. i love 2009." while for me, probably, i would say, " gosh. so fast. i do want to say bye to 2009, but yet, i dont bear to." 2009 has been a year full of surprises, ups and downs, different experiences. i dont know how many times i cry and smiled this yr. uncountable of course, but, going all the different kind of things make us grow up, and learn to make our lives more meaningful. in 2009, i went through many tough times. my results plunged like hell during MYE. friendship issues. we quarrelled and we cried over it. relationship issues. so many different things. i cant believe its already over. its history. i have made so many new friends. i dont want to leave 2009 because there are good memories, beautiful ones to keep. i want to leave 2009 because it left me with lots of cuts and bruises everywhere, leaving me to drown. i think abt the past now, for the past 15yrs of my life, what have i been doing? since p1-6, i didnt really study. i didnt do well for PSLE . in sec school, my pathway began to show its foot steps. telling me where i should travel to. until now, i am already 15. having going through so much, i ask myself. what have i really learnt? To let go of someone? Or to make sure that that someone is happy? Or ensuring that my results soar , and compete with people for results? Or to go for my dream, letting go of my studies? so many things. so many thoughts. how to choose? what to choose? why choose that? i dont even know what i really learnt. SYF dance. it was probably the best part of my dance passion. i really loved that part of 2009. that was one of the best parts of 2009. i think and think again. the more i thought, the more tears fall. have i really managed to achieve what i want to achieve this yr? or am i suppose to push it forward, to next yr? i cant bring myself to think any further. because so many beautiful, and bad memories come flashing back to me. 2010 is going to be a year full of tough times i believe. the road ahead is really rocky i foresee. probably not to all, but to me. a new phase of life is about to begin. but , the worse thing is that i cant seem to put 2009 down; to leave it behind. and start again. its so hard. i dont want to step into 2010. i dont want. really. dont. want. however, we still have to face the fact. everything leaves a mark. be it good, or bad. its still a fact we have to accept. goodbye 2009; hello hell 2010. |
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title: thats me and my cousin who isnt studying in SG. hahaha. i m seriously guilty today. GUILTY OF SPENDING ALOT OF MY MOM'S MONEY! hahahah. i woke up at 11.15am today. hahaha,so late. cause i slept realy late last night. like about 1.40am? hahaha. then i left the hse at 1pm like that, went to the market near my hse to have lunch with one of my cousin and my mom. my other cousin went to school. then we went to Jurong Point! hahah. i spent like 5hrs shopping there! hahah. i bought SOO MANY things. hahaha. i bought: -2 short pants. -1 shirt. -1 jumper thingy. i dont know how to describe, but i know its called jumper lar. the shorter one lar. then my other cousin met us at Jurong Point, then we went to Hendserson Waves! it was near the Hort Park, its also called Southern Ridges. hahha. gosh. its freaking high up there. my cousin was shaking up there,hahha. so funny, hahaha. took lots of nice pictures :D shall try to upload them up here , hahah . really nice up there. u should go there. really. hhahaa. i'm gonna try going in the morning next time :D NICE PICTURES! then we went for dinner at the hawker centre:D then we were soo full. so we decided to go to Bugis to walk. hahha. We first went to Iluma. and just within 5mins, i bought a dress:D hahah. then i went to walk walk walk again, then in less than 15mins, i bought a bag:D then, my mom got some stuff too :D then we walk over to Bugis Junction. we just walk walk. but apparently i didnt buy anything. go there take picture only :D hahha. then we walked to Bugis Street. the moment i stepped in, i bought a another short pants ! hahaha. gosh, i really spent alot alot alot of money ! hahaha. really happy todaY! YIPPE!!! :D how i wish i can stay like that forever... hahha. ok i shall upload the rest tmr :D |
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title: SHOPPING today today's wednesday and i m going to go for lunch and go to Jurong point!! to get some nice clothes. hahaha. cause its near my mum's office. hahahaha. then i m going to henderson waves! WOOHOO! hahahah. cant wait, i going to get some nice pictures there :D
ok will blog tonight again, and hopefully, i will get nice clothessss!!! :D to Anne: thanks dear! i linked you up already too :D to ernald: hahaha.,i totally agree with u! hahaha . Clone of cyn, seems so weird. hahah. to neville: i dont want to bother anymore, hahaha. |
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title: bored. i slacked at home the whole day. no tuiton, i didnt do any homework at all. and , i went to Tiong Baru to get lunch. and i bought so much food. hahaa. i bought 2 california handrolls, 1 chawanmushi, 1 cesar salad, and 1 corn soup. i seriously ate soo much. hahahaha. haix. i seriously got to go get down to serious studying and homework-ing. today's already the 29th of dec and i m not even done with my damn homework. argh. now, i begin to hate school holidays. anyways, i have been hating it. hahaha. so bored. damn bored. i should really go get started with my homework.
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title: post 2 for the day! hahhah.
Joke of the day: Who says English is easy? Don't believe? Fill in the blank with either "Yes" or "No". "oh _____, I am a pig. " __________________________________________________________________________________ this joke made me laugh my ass off man. seriously. ROFL. hahahah. there are more. but then, its chinese. so yea. hahahaha. 0k,i'm just bored. thats why i have a second post. hahha. after dinner just now, i went to Jelita Cold Storage with my mum to get some salad stuff. i bought bacon bits, and more vegetables! OH AND I FOUND HARVEST CHEWS FRUIT BAR!! hhahaha. OMG. so happy :D hahahah. |
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title: happy girl for the day! hahhah. went to dance this morning. well dance was really dance today. was more of slacking session. dont know whether we should still have dance on wed. haix. i feel like cancelling it.. hahhah. so tired man. SLEEPY! really sleepy. i slept at 2am last night and woke up at 7.55am like that. gosh, major black eye rings! feel so dead today. hhahha. received 2 belated christmas presents today! hahahah. yay! thanks :D oh. and i played some Twilight game in itouch. which was really stupid. thinking back, i seriously wonder why i got pissed when i lost. hahahah. so retarded. lol. i havent finished my homework yet, cause i m still in the holiday-ing mood. after dance, went for lunch at market with yinfai,wanrong,xuefen and neville ! hahaha. drank bubble tea only.. lol. then went to Tiong Baru to get salad! i m too lazy to make it myself today. hahha. simply too lazy. and i need to get a nap . seriously cant keep my eyes open. argh. hahha. alrights, i shall go sleep for 30mins then wake up to do some serious homework-ing. hahhah. |
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title: salad bowl! hhahaa. my parents and one of my cousin went to watch "Bodyguards and Assasines" while me and my another cousin stayed home. i didnt want to watch it, its so boring. hahaha. then my other cousin and I went to Orchard Takashimaya to meet them after their movie. went practically around the whole of Orchard looking for one damn salad bowl. hahaha, i m in love with salad lately. cause i make my own salad. and its nice , hahahaha. so my parents got me a proper wooden salad bowl , and the wooden utensils and even the salad spinner, where i can spinner dry my vegetables after washing them! hahaa. so everyday, i'm gonna go healthy and eat my homemade salad. hahhaha. i have been going really healthy lately. i have been eating ceral for breakfast and fruit bars! hhhahaa. yay! hahhha.
there's dance tmr. damn sian. haix. cant wait till its over!! ohh, and i want to go to Henderson Waves, though its really high there, got really cool pictures to take :D CANDIES :D |
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title: didnt really go anywhere yesterday. went to Raffles City to get some stuff for my dad then had dinner there, then went to Centrepoint . then went to Central at Clake Quay to get supper. had some Jap ice cream and a bowl of ramen.then went home. today, i havent stepped out of my hse yet. and i m pissed. got some nice pics. |
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title: spicy steamboat woke up at 10.30am today, ate breakfast and started doing housework till like abt 2plus? then my godparents came and i got a christmas present! hahahha. its a sonyericcson speaker + charger, hahahah. yay! then stayed at home till abt 5.30pm. then went to VivoCity for SPICY STEAMBOAT! hahahaha. with my 2cousins and godparents and parents. hahaha. we spent like 2hrs or more there, i ate so much. gosh, i'm really full. ate like more than 6sliced sweetcorns and alot of mushroom, hahaha. nice though. but it wasnt spicy enough, hahha. then went to Pet Safari to see cute dogs, hahhaa. then went to Forever 21 to get some clothes, hahaha! yay! i got myself a dress :D hahahah. happy happy :D
trying to upload the pictures for today, but cannot!! argh. begining to hate blogger, hahaha, to neville : hahaha. relax man. to ray: nevermind abt that bustard lar. just ignore him. dont have to get ppl to go get him dont worry,hahahah. to wanrong: yea, true, thanks :D |
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title: unhappy christmas '09 went to orchard with my parents just now. omg. so packed . luckily didnt get down the car. and i dont whether its my issue or my parents issue. its either i fucking having moodswings, or they are having moodswings. i dont even know why i m pissedat them or their little actions. RUIN CHRISTMAS this year. freaking ruin. unhappy chirstmas this year. beginning to hate christmas. i'm sorry if i offended anyone who loves christmas, but yea, i m beginning to hate it. sorry.
and some bloody fucking person starts to imitate me saying this: "0nC3 a bA$tArD, ALWAYS a bA$tArD". FOR HELL'S SAKE MAN. I DONT EVEN TYPE LIKE THAT. thus, TO THAT FUCKING PERSON WHO WANTS TO IMITATE ME AND HURT OTHERS: IF U WANT TO DISTURB, GO DISTURB PEOPLE OF YOUR OWN KIND. DONT COME AND POLLUTE MY TAGBOX. IF U HAVE ONE, GO POLLUTE UR OWN MAN. SERIOUSLY. YOU'VE GOT NO LIFE. REALLY NO LIFE. CALL PEOPLE BUSTARD, POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK. to zongyuan: just shut up would u? its obviously not me right. to neville: just ignore that bustard. that person doesnt deserve any attention at all. |
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title: 海派甜心Hi My Sweetheart no more episodes out yet! NO!!! hahhahaha. i finished watching till Ep 8 already. and no more coming out yet. haix.today's christmas eve. tmr's christmas. in abt about another week's time, its 2010. the yr i fear most. oh darn it. hahahh. Os! probably i will stop blogging by next yr may. cause i would be chionging my Os. SCARED! but yet excited about the start of a new year:D
to yvonne: hahha. we both also broke already;hahhah. oh and merry xmas to u too :D MERRY XMAS TO ALL |
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title: back from orchard. went to Paragon and ate Fish and CO. OMG.the fish and chips is really good. hahahha. went to 313@Somerset again, hahahah. then went to Orchard Central , went to Urban Write to get some decorative tape for my photo album and some paper weight, in the shape of a telephone. can clip photo somemore, so cool. i wanna go to Urban Write and Paper Market again, but i bo lui le. i m kind of broke already. i spent like more than $10 at Urban Write today. was suppose to go to the airport to fetch my daddy, but it was too late, so didnt go in the end. was too tired. anyways, my mum couldnt drive anymore, she was tired too, hahahah. so came home in the end. now waiting for daddy to come home :D and blogger's really slow at uploading pics, is Onsugar like that? or wordpress? i should really start changing blog. now, revamping another blog, hope it will be done soon. hahhaha :D
to Ray: thanks for the tagg:D to Zongyuan: i should really bring u to Pet Safari again, and make sure you pay for the stuff urself. seriously . and dont make me call you the D.word. u dont wanna hear it from me, and say WTF. lol. oh and i should really kill you. to neville: you got tell me meh? sorry hor,i abit short term memory lar , hhahha. |
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title: my cousin from malaysia is here today! hahaha. and my dad's coming home finally after one month :D i miss my daddy , hahahah. no tuition today! yippe! hahahahah. so tired. i have been yawning the whole day. shall make my post short today. i shall blog again later :D
to crappy ernald: OMG u watch it too? its cute right? hahhahaa to zongyuan: omg shut up would u? noisy sia u. dont make me bring u to Pet Safari with ray and elvin again. then help u buy animal lifevest hor! hahahah. to neville: just ignore him lar, he is really noisy. |
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title: i'm now watching 海派甜心Hi My Sweetheart! OMG, so cute. hahahhaa. so funny. cant stop watching, shit sia. hahahaha. hahhaha . had tuition just now, so boring. now im freaking tired. hhahaha. hahaha. to jojo: er, i m so sorry, but i really dont remember who u are? from dance camp? or what? to neville: cause there's nothing to do lor. |
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title: vanilla twilight :D
The stars lean down to kiss you, And I lie awake I miss you, Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere. Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly, But I'll miss your arms around me I'll send a postcard to you dear, Cause I wish you were here. I watch the night turn light blue, But it's not the same without you, Because it takes two to whisper quietly, The silence isn't so bad, Till I look at my hands and feel sad, Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly. I'll find opposing new ways, Though I haven't slept in two days, Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone. But drenched in Vanilla twilight, I'll sit on the front porch all night, Waist deep in thought because when I think of you. I don't feel so alone.I don't feel so alone.I don't feel so alone. As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.I'll think of you tonight. When violet eyes get brighter, And heavy wings grow lighter, I'll taste the sky and feel alive again. And I'll forget the world that I knew, But I swear I won't forget you, Oh if my voice could reach back through the past, I'd whisper in your ear, Oh darling I wish you were here. i love that song now. hahaha. from bad romance become vanilla twilight, hahaha.. christmas countdown! 4more days! hahha. i dont even celebrate christmas, why am i so high? hahahaha:D |
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title: Boreddd i'm gonna have steamboat with my mum for dinner tonight, for no apparent reason. hhaha. no, actually,i wanted to have steamboat hahhaha. hahaha. i m almost done with my homework.now only left with my chinese assesment and my learning journal, and A math. argh. hate a math. really hate it, i wanna drop a math, but then next time very hard to learn.. haix . guess i just have to live with it.
Christmas is finally coming. like , really finally . i want christmas presents! hhhaa. but no one give me :( i see people have i dont have. sad. haha. but its ok, i dont even celebrate christmas :D |
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title: 2nd post of the day:
went to Cityhall to meet my mum just now :D hahah, went to this scrapbooking shop, OMG. so many things there. hahaha. i spent $12.80! heartpain! x.x . hahaha. i bought this cardboard thingy that has the words of the four seasons. then i bought this sticker thingy which is about DANCE! weee..i wanna buy more, but no more $$! gonna save for christmas ^^ YAY. lol i m so random today. trying to upload photos but cant seem to do so. damn it man. bloody hell . yippe. i didnt drink ice lemon tee today, but yet i m so highhh. hahah , BAD ROMANCE. BAD BAD BAD ROMANCE. B.A.D. R.O.M.A.N.C.E. Caught in a bad romance, you and i can write a bad romance ! hahhha. |
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title: went to school in the morning to settle some stuff, and it wasnt that bad afterall. it was as bad as i thought it would be, hahah. then took 143 to vivo to meet Ray,Elvin. gosh, i thought Azurah got come , hahha, then ended up i was the only girl. then we were like posing outside Candy Empire for super long, deciding on where to go to rest and wait for Zongyuan. OMG HE MADE US WAIT FOR FREAKING LONG. then me,ray and elvin went to arcade play, LOL. t
hen we went to the Pet Safari 2times before Zongyuan come . hahah. it was so funny. hahahaha. LOL. had quite a lot of fun with them today. BUT THEY BULLY ME LAR,WTH. lol. then when ZY come, we brought him to the Pet Safari to see dog, hahah. no offences zy. hahha. then we went to the playground area to play. hahah. we were doing all sorts of funny things. hahah. took some pictures, hahaha. quite nice :D hahah. hope to go out with them real soon hahahh. and i miss everyone else loads. sad that they couldnt come:( more pictures at FB :D this is ray, doing his whatever u call it, haahah, |
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title: oh freak. death day tmr. i m freaking scared, but yet i know i have to face it. its just one hr. just one hr. i can get through this damn thing. but whats going to happen tomorrow? no one knows. only i know. its like i m carrying a heavy burden on me. i cant even sleep well. argh. i am really scared. afraid that i would cause only more harm to them. can i back out now? but i cant. i chose to face it. so i have to face it bravely and strongly. should anything happen, i hope nothing happens of course. but should anything happen. i pray that i get through it. i dont blame anyone for whatever that happened, but i can only blame fate. cause probably 2009 is a year full of disasters and problems and moodswings, but yet a year full of thrills and excitment, being in a new class. making new friends. meeting with lots of problems, but still we managed to get through them. however, how am i suppose to get through tmr? all alone. i dont blame anyone for not being with me. i chose not to tell anyone. and i will not. i m afraid. really am afraid.
dont ask me anything. cause even if u do, i wont tell u anything. NOTHING. |
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title: SHOPPING SPREE! HAHAHAHA. Went for a minor shopping spree with my mum today. i made her pay for every thing i buy :P since she offered, why not take the offer?? hhahahs. i woke up at like 0900 today? LOL. then slacked on the bed. went to my mum's room to switch on her tv, hahhhas. watch tv, then went to wash up and did some A math homework. it was kind of a killer man. i forgot almost every single thing. like what Plane geometry, intersect theorem, what er, midpoint theorem. Trigo-cosecant, secant? ARGH. so irritating. then i went out to ORCHARD CENTRAL first.
went to Urban Write at orchard central and got a photo album! hahahah. yay! finally and place all the pictures i developed into an album. and its PRETTY. hahahha. then went to 313@Somerset for lunch. went to Marche to eat! ITS NICE. especially the cesar salad , omg. its like perfect. hahhah. then went to COTTON ON! hahah. bought 2shirts from there. then went to FOREVER 21! OMG. i could get so many stuff there. and there was a MAJOR SALE. there were like so many people. and the FOREVER 21 there was huge. got 4levels. OMG.so many clothes to buy! then went to try like so many clothes. then ended up getting like, a shirt and a pair of jeans, hahaha. it was really quite cheap. seriously , if u are a girl who needs to shop, go to FOREVER 21. hahahah. then i went to MANGO. hmm, seems like there's nothing much. haah. but there got sale also lar. haahah. then went to PLAZA SINGAPURA cause my mum wanted to go to DAISO. went to DAISO and bought 7items. and all are boxes and trays to arrange my things nicely hahaha. then went to DMK, shoe shop. OMG, my mum bought 2 pairs of shoes, and i bought one pair. hahahaha. SO HAPPY ^^ LOL. then went to HELEN, hair accesories shop. Bought a hairband there, yay! hhaha. then went off for dinner at some hawaker centre :D hhaha. bought so many things today. Cynthia's a happy happy girl today :D hope that she would be FOREVER HAPPY. and not FOREVER 21 :D to wanrong: i know who WOLF is le. its not Fatin. to WOLF: i know who u are. really i do:D hahahah. |
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title: Spent the whole day at home again other than 2hrs out for lunch with my cousin.
went to TiongBaru for lunch, ate Burger King. something that i would not eat often, hahaha. then went to develop some photos and went home. OMG, the photos are really nice. hahahaha. then came home, and did my POA. slacked slacked slacked till now. cause i was watching some HaiPaiTianXin. LOL. quite nice, but, probably i wouldnt follow. hahahhas. OH. and i found out that both my ipod and my mp4 are working again! hahhah! Yippe! MY MUSIC LIFE IS BACK! hahahhas. So bored. really bored. BAD ROMANCEEEE. caught in a bad romance. Love that song. oh, and music player's not working. argh. and i m hungry. hahahahs. mood swings.major or minor.MAJOR. last day without xxx.but i dont think i would hear from xxx anytime soon.so the misery continues. |
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title: boreddd I am so bored at home. I stayed home the whole day other than going out to buy lunch. Was suppose to go to TiongBaru to get lunch and develop some photos, but was too lazy to go. LOL. maybe i will go tmr. i'll see. LOL. did my homework today. had intensive piano training today. no wonder my fingers and my arms are aching. hahahahas. cant wait for this fridays' gathering with the Battutians. i miss them hell lots. have been through thick and thin together.probably even life and death as we canoed across the sea as a watch. GOING TO SENTOSA! WOO! i miss the beach. badly. somehow i am having major moodswings or something. haix. i feel really happy for a moment, and the next, i feel damn irritated and sad. something's wrong with me. I was looking at my old messages and i found out that i was really stupid. i dont know why. its so undescribable. is it the right way to even spell it? i dont know. its just weird. oh yes. and i am literally screwed. i think. well least not as screwed as a friend of mine. i feel really worried for him. really worried.would anything bad happen? he's my good friend after all.whats going to happen next?i dont dare to even think cause it haunts me more and more. OHYES! ITS HOON'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! though things have happened before, i still sincerely wish him a happy birthday though he's not in sg at the moment. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOON. another 2moredays. just2moredaydaysanditsover. i miss you. can you not leave? seems like u cant. i dont kno what to do without you.but i have to learn how to cope without you cause you would go someday i guess. you cant always be by my sid ecause we both have our own restrictions with our family.its hard.really hard to pull through this sometimes. |
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title: MESSAGE TO BATTUTIANS TO ALL BATTUTIANS:
Hey all Battutians! we're having a gathering/ outing at Sentosa on 18th Dec. meet at 11am at Vivo City Monorail area(3rd floor, near food republic).Pls do come! we are trying to gather as many people as we can,if not the gathering might be cancelled. and most likely we wouldnt see each other anytime soon i guess cause most of us have our Os next yr?So please, do come! PLS CONFIRM ASAP:D best is by this wed? thanks :D for more information pls contact :Delia @ 96132928 thanks :D PLS COME haix. didnt come online ytd. didnt even touch my computer. i woke up at 0930. then went out with my mum to Yumcha to eat breakfast cum lunch. then went to Plaza Singapura and went to shop. i saw this pants really nice. but mum didnt quite like it,so she didnt buy for me:( i loved that pants so much. i tried it on, and it made me look good :D hahahas. so sad:( OH I CUT MY HAIR REALLY SHORT. But can still tie. but its damn short. and my fringe is like.. so fringee. LOL. hahha. it became a little like bangs. LOL. hahahaha. i feels so empty inside me. like there's hole through my heart or something. something's wrong with me. |
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title: my life is so complicated , that i dont know what to do with it. LOL. boring life man. stayed home like literally the whole day, damn it. LOL. became a good girl and did some of my homework. i became so bored that when i was eating chocolates, i decided to be a photographer for the moment and take pictures of the M&M Chocolate. that was how bored i was. LOL. hahahaa. i merely had intensive piano practice on myself and did my homework caused i had to. LOL. hahahah. i love my chocolate picture. hahaha. its amazing how cameras could work that way. LOL. hahahha. there's chemistry tuition tmr! no, i hate chemistry. oh oh oh,morgan wanted to celebrate christmas at my hse.let's wait till she confirms with the rest, LOL. hahhaha. then we can celebrate as _____. that____ is something i dont know what to say, Family? LOL.hahahah. i found some really cool pictures. and the last picture is my chocolate picture! hahahah. AMAZING. LOL. i miss my friends. and i cant wait till we go for Battutians OBS outing, BUT BUT BUT. the problem is only the kr-geans replied delia. the rest of the schools= silence. LOL. cant wait cant wait. wanna take more pictures! hahahahaa. ok, i m beginning to go crazy when i stay at home alone for too long. *that happens very often to the only child in the family like me, LOL. hhaaha. day4 without xxx. its not getting any better when i am alone at home. just another 4days to endure.4moredaysss. but i dont think i would be just 4days.just decieving myself that its another 4moredayss.cause i cant even contact xxx. counting down. |
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title: OMG. my pri school friends just bloody flooded my inbox! like 300++ emails???! just over one photo. LOL. STUPID SIEW LEONG WAI. i had better dig up his past doings and accuse him! hahahahah. i am super bored, thats why i m blogging again for the 2nd time today.
to David: oh ya , go ahead and damn me. LOL. i. am. bored. very. bored. |
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title: OH bloody hell. more homework piling up from tuition, and of course school. i m not even half way done with school work! damn it. sian. LOL. had tuition alr, and going to have the next tuition in 15mins. i packed with bloody tuition. found some really nice dance pictures. LOL. OMG. i m tired. LOL. my inbox has been flooded with fb's email telling me that people commented on my photos. LOL. cant stand it! no more going to school. no more leaving the house. i havent gone anywhere far since yesterday. haix. tired. tired. tired. day3 with xxx. its back to being miserable again.cause i m not occupied with any interesting stuff other than homework. i miss xxx. really badly. another 5more days to endure.or more if i dont hear from xxx. i hate this feeling. |
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